All Hope Lost

Chapter 33

I had finally after an hour or so got cameron to drink water and go to bed.
He was the weirdest drunk I've ever been around, he got emotional then funny then back to emotional again.
It was like riding a drunken roller coaster.
And he is gunna be mad when he asks me what happened in the morning...
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I got out of bed carful not to wake cameron. I got the Advil ready and decided to make breakfast.
I made home made waffles and bacon. And soon enough it was done and I headed up to his room again.
Right when I opened the door he started to wake up.
"Morning" I say sitting next to him.
He whines while grabbing his head.
"What happened last night?" He asks
"Cam you gotta promise me that you know nash Is your best friend and you can't be mad at him" I say
"Did he fucking touch you?" He asks
"no no cam. He uh.. He got you drunk without you knowing" I say.
"Why would he do that?" He asks
"He wanted you to have some fun" I say
"I'm a husband a soon to be father he KNOWS why I don't drink yet he puts me in a position to......" He pauses for a decade and looks at me.
"I didn't hurt you did I?" He asks
"No! You didn't you didn't at all!" I say.
"Thank god... He still. Should not have put me in that situation. Put you in danger-"
"Cameron. I know you would never hurt me. Ever." I say
"I love you" he says.
"I love you too now I made breakfast and I don't want it to get cold" I say.
"Yay! But I need some Advil first" he says
"Already got it" I say handing him the bottle.
We went downstairs and ate.
"As much as I'm happy that you're okay I'm pissed at nash" cam says.
"Cam he just wanted you to have fun" I say
"First he admits his feelings to my girl, then he does this shit what's next?" He says
"Cameron please calm down" I say.
"Why the hell should I he's trying to do something here lilly obviously you can't see it." He says
"Cam please stop" I say hugging him, I've found that's the best way to calm him down.
"I'm sorry..." He says
"I just don't want you to get in a fight with your best friend" I say
"I know I don't either" he says.
"So... We need to renovate the baby's room..." I say and cameron keeps his head down.
"Doesn't that feel kinda... Wrong?" He asks
"Cam, we gotta move on in life, we have a baby girl coming.. She deserves to have a special room just like Caylen did" I say.
"Our little girl will have the best freaking nursery ever!" Cam yells
We got ready and decided to go shopping for peonys room.
We got to a furniture store. I wanted to get a cute pink chandelier type light to hang from the ceiling, and different carpeting.
"This is nice" cam says petting a carpet that was a baby doll pink.
"I think we'd be better off with something more neutral?" I say
"We can't do white it'll just get stained" I say.
"This?" Cam asks holding up a bright neon pink rug.
"What's with you and bright pink rugs?" I ask
"My inner female" he says and I laugh.
"I actually like it" I say.
We get everything we need and buy it.
Next we go to a hardware store to get paint.
"Okay I want to do everything white and the rims of the windows and door pink" I say
We got every thing we needed and headed back home.
I knew this would be the hard part. This is what would be so difficult for us...
We opened the nursery and saw
All of caylens stuff. The room we we're suppose to bring out baby boy home to.
"We gotta clear it out" I say.
We started grabbing every thing and bringing it out.
Mostly what we brought out was his crib, dresser, toy box, book shelf, and a few little wall decorations.
I started emptying the bookshelf and toy box so they'd be ready to be painted.
Cam carried a box of all the toys and books to the garage and I went in the baby's nursery.
I looked around and placed my hand on my stomach thinking about how she'd grow up in here.
I laughed at the memories me and sam had in this room, it was our play room aka the room where we hid from mom and dad.
Our heights still marked on the rim on the closet door, I remember when we broke this window when we threw a toy at it. Our parents got so mad.
Cameron interrupted my thoughts by wrapping his arms around me.
"What are you thinkin about love?" He asks
"I'm just really excited to raise our daughter" I smile.
"Me too" he says.
We move everything into another spare room and place the paints in the nursery so it'd be ready to paint.