All Hope Lost

Chapter 23

I woke up and realized that it was 11:30 and sam already left to pick up amelia so I had to quickly get ready before she got here.
*camerons pov*
I walked upstairs and opened a door I never thought I'd open.
The nursery.
I never had the strength to walk in here let alone clean it out.
I looked around the room and remembered when I first got to hold my little Caylen. He was so small and sweet.
Now we have another chance. No baby can replace Caylen, but they will be my kid. Mine and Lillys kid.
*lillys pov*
Sam walks in and behind him walks in amelia.
"Oh my god!" She screams recognizing me.
"Hi!!!" I screech hugging her. I knew sam was happy that me and amelia were so close.
"Oh my god this is so f*cking crazy!" She says (you'll notice amelia curses a lot, that's how she is in real life😂)
"I know! So exciting" I say
"Well I wanted to show amelia around town, you got plans?" Sam asks
"Knock knock" cameron yells walking in.
"Well I guess I do now" I laugh.
"You must be amelia" cameron smiles
"That's me, and I'm guessing you're the guys lilly constantly talks about?" She says
"If that's cameron then yes" he says and she laughs.
"Yep you're him" she says.
Sam wasn't too happy to be in the same room as cameron, I know he doesn't hate him, but you can tell he's not the biggest fan of him anymore.
"We're gunna go" sam says taking amelia out.
"Well that was awkward" cameron says.
"Just a little" I agree.
"It's almost his birthday" cameron says
"Who's?" I ask
"Caylens" he said and my heart dropped, that name hadn't been mentioned in forever.
"When?" I ask
"2 months" he says.
"Oh" was all I could say.
"I'm so excited for this little one" cameron says putting his hand lightly over my tummy.
"Me too" I smile.
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Sam had planned for us all to go out to dinner tonight.
Which would be awkward with nate.
"Lills I need to talk to you" sam says walking down stairs, I was sitting here with amelia.
"Go ahead" I say
"Why did nate just text me and say that he thinks it's best for you if he doesn't come?" He asks
"Something happened yesterday" I say
"Go on" he says
"Nate was cheating on me the whole time sam, those 6 months he was pretending to be there for me and supposedly 'loved me' he was out getting with another girl" I explain.
"Aw lills you gotta tell me This stuff" he says
"I didn't want to stress you before amelia came" I admit.
"Come here" he says with open arms and I hug him.
"What a douche, cameron is much better for you" amelia says
"Agreed" I say.
I had to get ready for dinner. We were going to a very fancy, very expensive restraunt and I had to dress nicely.
I put on a very very dark purple- almost black cocktail dress and black heels. I put on makeup and curled my hair. I misted on some hairspray and walked downstairs.
"Damnnnn" amelia yells and I laugh.
"Right back at ya" we laugh.
My phone dinged.
"Picking you up In 5😏" -cameron
Cameron wanted to pick me up so sam and Amelia could have more alone time.
A few minuets pass and there's a knock at the door and I open it.
"Damn babygirl you look good" cameron says and I laugh.
"We're leaving now we'll meet you there" I say and we get into Camerons car.
"You really do look nice" he says to me and kisses me before he drives.
"You do too" I say looking at him in his dress shirt and dark nice jeans.
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We are sitting in the restraunt with everyone. Except nate.
Everyone was getting to know amelia and they all loved her, she made sam extremely happy which not many girls can do.
Me and cameron had made a plan earlier.
If I dropped the pregnant bomb with everyone, sam can't freak out, hopefully.
"Guys I actually have an announcement" I say and they all silence themselves and looked to me. I took a deep breath and cameron squeezed my hand under the table.
"I-I'm pregnant" I say and Everyones jaws dropped except Jack sadie and cameron who already knew.
"Wait what?" Sam says
"Is it? Uhh" johnsons says trying to find a way to ask.
"It's mine" cameron says with a smile.
"y-yours? But you guys what?" Sam says
"Congrats!" Gilinsky says over dramatically trying to get people to stop over reacting.
"I'm happy for you guys" johnson smiles
"Yeah congratulations" amelia says but sam was silent and wouldn't look at me. Great.
We finished the awkward dinner and walked out to the car.
I was About to get in when johnson stops me.
"I'm really excited lills" he smiles and hugs me.
"Thanks" I say "you're the only one"
"Sam will get more comfortable with it" he reassured me and I got in the car.
"I'm gunna be lectured all night now" I say to cameron.
"I'm sorry lills.." He says.
He drops me off and sam was already home with amelia. Maybe he wouldn't say anything cause she was here.
I walk in and sam instantly stands up from where he was sitting with amelia, Oh no...
"Are you stupid?" He asks
"Excuse me?" I say
"You literally just got with cameron like two weeks ago and you're pregnant?!" He says
"I've been with cameron for two years!" I say irritated.
"Yeah and got divorced and back together" he says
"Cameron and I are having a baby sam, you're my brother. You are either on my side or you aren't. I would like to think my brother would be a little more supportive in a hard time like this" I say and storm off to my room
I get to my room and see a Polaroid of me and sam sitting on my dresser and I rip it up. Piece by piece was ripped and thrown to the floor.
"I hate everyone" I whisper to myself.