All Hope Lost

Chapter 13

*camerons pov*
I messed up.
Bad.
Why did I kiss her?! Twice!
I felt awful, especially that lilly had to find out from nate and not from me. And I couldn't even be mad at him, he obviously cares more about lillys feelings than I do.
But that wasn't true, I loved lilly I was just being stupid.
I had texted lilly about a million times and she hasn't answered. I'm just happy that she's with sam, I know she's safe.
I needed to talk to her.
And at that moment I heard a car pull into our driveway. It was the sound of her bug.
I ran to the door and opened it and saw an anxious looking lilly getting out of her car.
She took a deep breath and came over to me.
I pulled her into a hug which she didn't resist.
"I'm so sorry" I whisper to her. "I'd never mean to hurt you"
"Cameron we should talk inside" she says letting go and going inside. Wait why Tf did she say cameron and not cam? This had to be serious.
"Go ahead" I say sitting down.
"Tell me" she says looking down.
"Railey is a girl I had a huge crush on in highschool, she also graduated a year before I did. When everything happened I just couldn't tell you my feelings cause you were already holding so much, I couldn't do that to you. So I looked for a counselor, and found out that railey was one, at our first meeting we decided to just hang out instead of counseling. And I didn't tell you cause I didn't want you to feel bad that I didn't tell you how I felt, and then she kissed me twice, I'm not going to lie I did kiss back, but she kissed me" I explain being 100% honest.
She was quiet for a minuet.
"You lied to me" she says
"I did but-"
"I thought this would be easier" she says getting up heading for the door.
"Lilly please just listen to me" I say grabbing her hand.
"I just need a break" she says and leaves.
A break? Seriously? We're freaking married she can't just 'take a break'
I was furious at this point.
*lillys pov*
I was walking out to my big and saw a girl pull up and get out of her car.
"Oh hey lilly" she smirks at me.
"Railey" I say
"Sorry about the whole thing with cameron, i mean it must be hard seeing how quickly you've killed a marriage" she says and my blood was boiling.
"I didn't kill the marriage" I say.
"But you did, your marriage and your baby" she says walking past me.
"Don't talk to me like that bitch" I say and grab her arm and punch her right in the face. I don't know what got in to me but I just kept hitting her, and hitting her. She got a few good swings at me before I heard sirens. Shit.
I felt a man pull me off of railey. It was two cops.
I felt instant guilt, not for railey, but that I did that.
"She hit me first! For no reason!" Railey says to the cop.
"Is this true?" He asks me and I nod slowly.
He puts me in hand cuffs and shoves me into the back of his cop car.
The car speeds off and I at wondering why I did something so dumb.
We got to the jail and they took me in.
The man searched me and took away my belongings before putting me in a cell.
"You will be able to call someone once we take your mugshots and fill paperwork" the man says and leaves. This was awful, why should I even be here. Railey deserved it and seeing her face the way it was after the cop pulled me off actually showed me that I can stand up for myself, maybe just a little less harsh next time.
A new person pulled me out to get my mugshots taken. It was the weirdest experience of my life.
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After tons of stuff that I didn't quite understand I got to call someone.
I dialed Nates number and after a few rings he answered.
N- hello?
L- nate, it's lilly..
N- oh hey weird number
L- nate in in jail.
N- what?! Are you serious!?
L- yes I am, I need you to come bail me out, it's $2500
N- okay I will be down as soon as I can hang on lills
He hangs up and I wait in the cell for nate to come.
After about 30 minuets nate walks in with a cop guy.
They unlock the cell and I jump up and hug nate.
"Thank you so much" I say.
"Of course, now you have an epic story to tell me on the way back" he says
We got into his car and I told him everything that happened. He felt bad but was happy for me at the same time that I finally stood up for myself.
We got to his house and went in.
"You know I feel really bad about how I treated you a few years back right?" He asks
"Yeah, I mean it's not like you didn't have your own problems, I understand" I say
"I haven't dated anyone since you because of my anger but it's finally better" he smiles.
"I've noticed" I say.
And I did notice, I was really proud of him.
"So could we like, not tell sam about what happened" I ask
"Of course" he says
*nates pov*
I was just hanging out with lilly and my phone vibrates.
Wow cameron texted me. Okay then.
C- stay away from my girl
N- you mean that girl that you cheated on and lied to?
C- she's still MY wife
N- dude I'm not trying to get with her I'm just giving her a little support like a good friend should
C- you don't even know how to support her, your not what she needs.
N- yeah because I'm not the one that just bailed her outta jail for beating the hell out of the tramp you somehow think is attractive
C- I don't think she's attractive! I only love lilly. Just lilly.
N- yeah well she's pretty pissed at you now.
"So your texting cameron?" Lilly asks
"He texted Me" I say
"Here Lemme see" she says and I hand her my phone and she typed something and hands it back
N- it's lilly, stop texting nate. He doesn't want to talk to you right now and neither do I.
C- well just stay there then I'm done putting up with your shit.
Lilly saw the text and I could tell she wanted to cry.
"He didn't mean it lills" I say hugging her.
"You know nate, your the only guy I've ever been good enough for, everyone else has cheated on me" I say
"Your too good for them"
(AHHH COULD YOU DIE? #calian or #late)