All Hope Lost

Chapter 26

Today was Amelia's last day in omaha so sam and her were going out all day and id have the house to myself. I decided to have a little pamper day. Like bath bombs, face masks, do my nails and whatever else that I just never do for myself anymore.
I went upstairs and ran a bath and threw my favorite bath bomb in.
I got in and laid back. I went on my phone and started watching random gurus on YouTube.
Though I was pregnant, basically married, and 20 years old I felt like I was 16 again watching makeup tutorials.
I got out of my bath and put on my favorite pajamas.
I was making some tea and there was a knock on my door.
I open it and see johnson.
"Hey" I smile letting him in.
"So I did some stalking of your snapchat and saw that you're free today. Now I'm here" he says and I laugh.
"You can stay if you'll do a face mask with me" I say.
"Deal" he says.
Me and j hung out for a while, watching movies and making sundaes like we did when we used to be best friends. I mean it's kinda obvious we are not as close as we used to be, we barely even hang out anymore sadly. But we're all growing up and don't have a lot of time for each other.
After about an hour there was a knock on the door again.
"It's MEEE!" Cameron yells opening the door before I could get up.
"And me!" Nash says coming in.
"Well why don't we just make it a party" I say sarcastically but then kian, JJ, and Jc walk in.
"Okay it's a party" kian says and I roll my eyes.
"So much for a day to myself" I laugh.
And of course soon enough Gilinsky and sadie showed up because carson was with their grandma.
It was nice being with everyone except sam and amelia.
But it felt upsetting because nate wasn't here, he couldn't be here.
I felt sad but for both that he wasn't here and because he was so awful to me.
I wish we had the nate back that we had 3 years ago.
While johnson and gilinsky had a fight over the baby being a girl or boy me and sadie were crying from laughing at the fact that nash ate my cupcake face mask because he thought it was food.
"Wait let me try" kian says and I laugh harder.
"Did you not just hear me say it wasn't food" I say
"Me and Jc have eaten worse things than a face mask" he says. (well it's true)
Sam shows up and doesn't even look sad at all.
"Why so happy?" I ask
"Me and Amelia talked for a while and didn't want to tell anyone until we were for vets in but she's moving down to omaha in two months!" He says super excitedly.
"Awe I'm so happy for you!" Sadie says
"Me too" I say.
"Thanks guys, but I do need to talk to lilly" he says.
"Ok" I say.
"Like possibly alone?" He says and nash groans.
"Sam just hates us all" he says.
"We will see you later" sadie says and hugs me.
"Bye guys" I say and everyone leaves.
Sam sits next to me, with a serious face which made me feel a bit nervous.
"Lilly, when I said amelia was moving down I meant, amelia is moving in with me" he says
"Oh that's great!" I say.
"I want to be able to start my life with amelia, have our home, have a family, and you're 20 years old lilly.." He says
"You're kicking me out?" I ask
"Don't say it like that" he says
"Well that's what you're doing! How do you expect me to be able to move out in a month?!" I say raising my voice slightly.
"I did it didn't i?" He says
"Sam you're way more put together than I am, why are you doing this?" I ask
"Because it's about time you've grown up and stopped relying on me to take on all your problems" he yells at me
"Remember that day on the roof when we were little when you said you'd always be there for me and protect me? Amelia's changed you sam.." I say grabbing my keys and walking to the door.
"I'll be out by tonight" I say and walk out the door.
I got in my car and started driving. I had nowhere to go at all. I couldn't stay with Anyone.
The only choice is cameron but I just don't know if we're ready for that, I don't want to mess up What we have.
I pull into johnsons drive way and go inside.
"Couldn't stay away?" He laughs.
"J, could I possibly stay here for a night or 2?" I ask and he realizes how upset I look.
"What happened with sam?" He asks and I sit down.
"He kicked me out" I say
"Are you serious?" He asks
"Yep, because he's having amelia move In" I say
"Lilly you can stay here as long as you need" he says
"I just don't know what to do! I'm pregnant with cams baby but I don't want to live with him yet because I don't want to ruin everything like last time, and staying with you might make him mad. I know if cam finds out that sam kicked me out he will do everything he can to get me to move back in but I don't know if that's the right thing for us to do right now" I explain.
"Well tell him that, but right now I need to go pick up some of your stuff from sams house and you need to go take a nap in the guest room okay?" He says
"You the most amazing best friend ever" I say and hug him.
"I know" he says cockily and leaves. And I take his advise and go upstairs to take a nap.
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I woke up and grabbed my phone.
I had 5 missed calls from cameron and 4 texts.
Cam: lills you okay?
Cam: sam asked if you were with me and said he was worried and now I'm worried.
Cam: baby girl please answer your phone.
Cam: okay j called and said you were asleep there, just text me when you wake up.
I texted him back.
L- thanks for worrying about me, love you💕
I locked my phone and headed downstairs. It was 6 pm, I took a looooong nap.
"Hey" I say sitting down next to johnson.
"Feel a little better? He asks.
"Yeah thanks again for letting me stay" I say
"Of course" he says. "Did you text cameron back he was really worried"
"Yeah I did" I say
"I'm really happy you're with him lills" he says and I smile.
"Me too"