All Hope Lost

Chapter 14

I crashed at Nates place Last night and woke up to a ton of texts.
Sam: hey it's getting late are you coming back?
Sam: it's 11 pm lills you okay?
Sam: lilly are you with cameron?
Sam: okay I texted nate and he said you fell asleep
I laughed at his texts and saw nate on the other side of the couch fast asleep.
I texted sadie.
L- can I see you today?
I had realized that I never told her really what happened in the past two days.
Sadieee: yeah come over at 11:30 Carson will be asleep
L- will do.
"Nate" I say shaking him a little.
He opens his eyes and smiles.
"Hey" he says rubbing his eyes.
"I'm gunna go" I say
"No don't go" he says.
"Why not?" I laugh slightly.
"Because I like you being here" he says
"I'll come back after I go to sadie and gilinskys" I say
"Deal" he laughs and I leave. I went back to sams.
"Hey" sam says. He was skyping amelia and I've never seen her before.
"Is that lilly? I wanna meet her!" I heard amelia say and sam waves me over, I sit next to him in front of the screen and see a really pretty girl, she had really long straight light brown hair, greenish blue eyes and an amazing smile with dimples.
"Hi!" She says excitedly.
"It's nice to finally get to see you!" I say
"Sam your sister is so pretty!" She exclaimed.
"Your gorgeous!" I say
"Thankyou!" She says
"Okay okay this is my conversation go away" sam laughs.
"Fine" I say
"Don't be mean sam!" I hear her say.
"I like her already" I say before going upstairs and showering
*sadies pov*
I put carson down for her nap and went downstairs, gilinsky let lilly in and I hug her, we can't stay caught up like we used to anymore.
"I needed to talk" she tells me. We sit and she tells me everything from cameron lying to her to cameron cheating to nate kissing her to the jail story.
"Wait nate kissed you?" Gilinsky asks
"Yeah" she says
"Wait you beat up the girl cameron cheated on you with?!" I ask
"Yeah, it was kinda cool" she laughs.
"Your the baby of the group your not suppose to fight people!" Gilinsky laughs.
"Are you okay?" I ask now being serious.
"Honesty.. No" she says "I don't know what to do"
"Don't forgive that ass" Gilinsky says and I nudge his arm trying to get him to shut up.
"It's just like, it's probably even worse because you would never think he would do something like that" I say.
"That's not even the worst part, what do I do about nate?" She asks
"Don't make him think you like him, even if you think you do, you probably don't cause your just hurt from cameron" I say.
"Yeah I guess" she says
"Have you told johnson?" Gilinsky asks
"No and I don't think I want to, he will like, freak out" lilly explains
"That's true but that's only cause he cares about you and will be even more upset if you don't tell him" Gilinsky says
"That's true.."
*lillys pov*
I went home and to my luck johnson was there, let's just hope sam can keep his mouth shut.
"Hey guys" I say coming in.
"Haven't seen you in a while" johnson says hugging me.
"I've missed my favorite brother" I laugh and sam gives me a death glare.
"Love you!" I say and he laughs.
"Where's cameron?" Johnson asks
"Don't even get me started" sam groans.
"I'm he's just back at home" I say actually not knowing.
"Oh okay" he says
"Shit" I say remembering that I had plans with nate.
"I actually have to go see nate, but we will hang out soon okay!" I say hugging johnson and leaving to Nates.
I got there and saw another car I didn't want to see here. Cameron.
I go in and see nate and cameron sitting there talking, calmly. Thank god no ones faces were bloody.
"Lilly.." Cameron says probably not knowing what to say. "Hey lady bug" he smiles. Why did I wear this dress today.
"What's going on?" I ask.
*nates pov*
"Nothing" I say.
We had heard lilly pull in and stopped yelling at Eachother for her mental state, but we both knew we wanted to beat the hell out of eachother.
"Doesn't look like nothing" she mutters.
"Lilly I've missed you" cameron says and I roll my eyes.
"Can't say I feel the same" lilly says sassily and I hold on a laugh. God this girl made me happy.
"Cmon lills just forgive me so we can go home" he says
"No thanks, now I'd appreciate it if you would go" she says.
"Lilly just stop it okay" cameron says getting up and raising his voice. "You're being so stupid God" he yells
"Don't yell at her" I raise my voice getting up and standing by lilly.
"If only you were in my position you'd understand, oh that's right your not in my position because she loves me and not you, get that through your damn head!" He says.
Lilly was shaking and I pulled her into me.
"Get out" I say
"Don't touch my wife like that" cameron yells pulling lilly by her arm yanking her to the ground behind him.
"Ow cameron that hurt!" She says as she hits the ground.
"Get out" I say pushing cameron out of my house and shutting and locking the door.
I help lilly up and we sit in the couch.
She didn't cry or talk, she just looked flat out upset and disappointed. 
"Maybe something's going on with him that I don't know about, maybe I need to just fogey what happened and figure out what's bothering him" she says
"If it was that, don't you think he would have said something by now?" I ask
"Well I don't know.." She says frustrated,
"It doesn't matter ok?" I say "you just need a break"
"Yeah.."