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nobody🌊: i hate myself
nobody🌊: i hate everything about me
nobody🌊: i dont want to live anymore
nobody🌊: whats the point?
nobody🌊: you will leave when u meet me
nobody🌊: because im worthless
nobody🌊: i cant even see im crying so much
nobody🌊: i need somebody
nobody🌊: tell me youre different than all of them
nobody🌊: tell me youll always have my back
nobody🌊: i need somebody to rely on
nobody🌊: please let it be you
nobody🌊: youre not even awake and why would u fucking care
nobody🌊: youre so much better than me, why r u wasting your time

phil🌙 is typing...
phil🌙: im here baby
phil🌙: ive got you, i promise
phil🌙: tell me all your thoughts, i want to help you

nobody🌊: i love you

phil🌙: i love you too

nobody🌊: can i call you?

phil🌙 is calling...

nobody's pov
i was trying to focus on the ceiling through my misty vision when phil called.

"hello?" i whisper through sobs.

"hey." a warm voice leaks through my phone's speakers.

"phil." i choke, shocked that he actually bothered to console me at three am.

"what's wrong?" phil asks, his smooth voice made me shiver.

"i'm so sorry." i say, wiping at my eyes. i avoid his question since it had many different and complicated answers.

"for what?" phil replies.

"being such a burden." i whisper.

"no, angel, you could never be a burden. i want to help you, please let me." phil says through the phone.

"okay." i croak.

phil calms me until the sun rises, and manages to make me smile with one of his stupid jokes.

i think i love him a little too much.

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