Princess?

Chapter 43

Camilla's P. O. V.

"Louis, can we talk?"

Louis opens his eyes from our bed and sits up, "Sure, beautiful. "

I smile and sit down next to him, "I want you to know how sorry I am for what's happened. I didn't plan on this happening. I wanted to be with you and only you. But I got lonely and I was confiding in Julian about it. He told me to take comfort in someone else and it just happened. I didn't plan on getting pregnant by him either. It was supposed to be with you. "

Louis smiles and sets his hand on my cheek, "I know, Camilla. I still love you and I don't begrudge you. I don't. I understand that this life is hard. It's okay, if you want to continue seeing Julian. I understand. "

I smile and pull him into a hug, "Thank you, Louis. Look, Julian and I talked and we think that Julian should claim the child. I just don't want Julian to have to spend time with his child in secret. I don't want my child to grow up confused on who his dad is. "

Louis nods, "I understand. I'll do my best to keep rumors and nasty comments at bay. And I'll try to control my mother. But things will get ugly. "

I nod, "I understand. "

Louis shrugs, "Hopefully they'll get over it. Everyone makes mistakes. "

I bite my lip, "I don't regret being with Julian. I don't consider that a mistake. I don't consider my child a mistake. "

Louis takes my hands in his, "I know. I understand. So, are you going to continue seeing Julian?"

I bite my lip, "I think so. "

Louis nods, "Okay. I love you and I want you to be happy. If it's with Julian, that's fine. "

I groan, "You make me happy too. I still love you, Louis. And I still want to produce heirs with you. I don't want us to live completely separate lives. "

Louis says, "So you're just going to have sex with me and Julian?"

I sigh, "do you want to have an affair with something? level the playing field?"

Louis shakes his head, "No, you are my wife and I will remain faithful. "

I feel like I'm going to cry when I say, "Really? You would still do that?"

Louis nods. I sigh, "I think I'm going to take a step back from Julian. Louis, you and I should work on repairing our relationship. "

Louis raises his brows, "Really?"

I nod, "Absolutely. If you're willing to let me be with someone else because you love me, I should make a sacrifice for you. "

Louis kisses me, "Thank you. Now cmon, let's get some sleep. "