Canadian Girls ( A Magcon Fanfiction)

Chapter 58

Shawn's POV

My hearts racing a mile a minute. Am I even hearing properly?

Is this reality?

I run my hand through my hair and process this news.

"Are you sure?" I ask after what seemed like an eternity.

She nods her head.

"Well theirs always putting the baby up for adoption." I say.

"What! No. Shawn I am not putting this baby up for adoption. We're legal adults and if I have to? I'll do this without you." She says.

"I'm not ready to be a dad. We still have our life ahead of us."

"It's up to you if you want to leave, but if you chose to, this baby will have no contact with you." She says as tears form in her eyes.

I can't stand watching her cry but yet I don't pull her into my arms.

"Goodbye Shawn." She says as she walks away in the opposite direction from everyone else.

I run after her and grab her arm. She doesn't turn around.

"I'm sorry, babe. I just- I just don't know what to do, I'm not ready for this."

"You think I am?!" She says turning around to face me. "I am not ready for this, Shawn. I'm not ready to be a mom. But weather we like it or not this is happening."

Tears stream freely down her face. She doesn't make any motion to wipe them away.

"It's okay." I say pulling her in my arms.

At first she doesn't hug back. But then she holds on tightly to my shirt. I can feel her tears soaking through.

"I'm sorry, I'm just really overwhelmed." I say as she pulls away and stands in front of me. I gently cup her face. "I'm not going anywhere, I'm here for the long run. We can get through this plus all those retarded people sitting under the lights doing who the hell knows what will help us and this baby will have a dozen aunts and uncles." I say gesturing back to where everyone is dancing and singing loudly.

"I kinda feel bad for this baby happening to put up with all of them." She says.

"Atleast he or she will never come downstairs saying I'm bored." I say.

She laughs and her eyes slightly close from laughing.

"I love you." I say.

"I love you too."

"Maybe 'I love you' will be our always." I say.

"Shawn!" She says shoving me gently. "You just quoted the fault in out stars." She says as we walk back to everyone.

"Hey I'm a man not a guy." I say.

"Suure." She says.

I give her a fake offended look and she runs ahead of me. I quickly catch her by the waist and twirl her around.

When we get back to everyone they're all staring at us.

Kass looks at Sophie who cowards down under her stare. "Blabber mouth."

"You'd have total 'em eventually so I did it for you." She says.

I shrug and sit down. "We'd have to do it either tonight or tomorrow so really she just made it easier."

Kass sits down beside me.

I noticed Kayla is staring at me. Shit.

But she just turns her head away and goes back to talking to Nash.