I Want To Love You

Back At It

Chardonnay P.O.V

*briiiinnng briiiiiing*

"What The Fuck !?!?" I Turned Over And Looked At My Alarm Clock On My Phone And Saw That It Was 5 O'Clock In The Morning. I Groaned. I Forgot That Today Was The Day We Go Back To School. I Enjoyed My Little Ten Day Break. I Laid There For Five More Minutes And Got Up. I Went To Shonnah's Room And Shook Her. She Groaned And Said "Nay I Love You But If You Don't Take Your Ass On Somewhere" I Said "Girl Get Up. We Go Back To School Today And You Know You Gonna Wanna See Your Lil Boo Bay" When I Said That She Shot Up From Her Bed And Ran To The Bathroom. I Shook My Head And Laughed. I Went Back To My Room And Made Up My Bed. After That I Went And Took A Shower. While I Was In There I Brushed My Teeth And Washed My Hair. I Had To Remember To Take Out My Weave When I Got Home. When I Got Done, I Wrapped My Towel Around Me And Got My Blow Dryer And Blow Dried My Hair. I Was Gonna Wear It Straight Today. When I Got Out The Bathroom, I Went Straight To My Closet. I Slick Hated Having Clothes On Clothes And Could Never Find Shit. After About Thirty Minutes I Decided On A Longsleeved Orange Crop Top With A Slit In The Middle, Black Fitted Skirt And Black Wedges With Black Ball Earrings, My Necklace Kwon Got Me And My Ring. I Went Back To The Bathroom And Turned On My Flat Iron. While I Was Waiting For It To Get Hot, I Applied Some Heat Resistant Stuff On My Hair. When My Flat Iron Was Hot Enough, I Flat Ironed My Hair And Flipped My Bang. I Unplugged My Flat Iron And Applied Edge Control On My Edges, Gotta Look Good. I Did A Once Over Of My Self And Smiled. It Took A Long Time To Even Love Myself. I Remember A Time When I'd Always Cry On My Mom's Shoulder Because Someone's Immature Child Called Me Fat And Ugly. I Remember When They'd Pull My Hair And Call Me A Cow. When I Walked Down The Hallway People Would Say "Aye Big Girl What You Gon Do Wendy's Got That Two For Two." Or They'd Say "Y'all Watch Out Rasputia's Coming. She's Gonna Eat Us !" I Just Cried And Cried. My Mom Would Say "Nay You're Beautiful. Don't Let No One Else Tell You That You're Not. You've Got Something They Don't Have And That's Your Spirit. You Have To Learn To Work What You Got." Every Since That Day I've Been Working It And Very Well. I Looked In The Mirror And Said "You're Beautiful Girl. Work What Ya Got. Cause Ya Got Alot Of It" I Smiled And Went And Got My Purse And Keys. I Decided To Drive The Cocaine White 2016 Dodge Charger With Gold Rims And Khaki Leather Interior. I Got In The Car And Blew My Horn Shouting "Teshonnah Denise Brown If You Don't Bring Your Ass On Here Ima Leave You" She Came Running Outside Looking Like A Bag Of Hunnits. She Had On A Red Skater Dress With Red And Black Jordan's And Her Hair Was In A High Bun. She Got In And Looked At Me And Said "Why You Staring At Me ?" I Said "Girl You Sexy AF ! Ni You Did That Ni ! If I Didn't Have Kwon I'd Be All On You Like Honey On A Biscuit." She Started Laughing And Said "Thanks Boo You Know I Try." I Started Pulling Off And Said "Pussy Like Girls Damn Is My Pussy Gay" She Laughed Even Harder And Said "Biiiitchhhh" I Put My Aux Cord In My Phone And Was Blasting Migos. I Looked At My Clock And Saw It Was 7:00. School Didn't Start Until 8:15. So I Turned Down The Volume And Said "You Wanna Get Something To Eat ?" She Said "Yeah." I Said "Where You Wanna Go ? McDonald's, Burger King, Waffle House, Or Taco Bell ?" She Said "I Want McDonald's, Burger King And Taco Bell" I Said "Okay". I Pulled Up At Taco Bell First And We Got Some Cinnabites And Two A.M Crunch Wraps. Then Went Across The Street To Burger King And Got Four Large Hash Browns, Six Biscuits, And Four Orange Juices. We Finally Pulled Up At McDonald's And Got Two Pancake Platters. When We Pulled Up To The School, We Got Our Food And Put The A.M Crunch Wraps And Cinnabites In The Burger King Bag So We Can Have Less Bags. We Got In The School And Went Straight To The Chorus Room Because Chorus Was Our First Period. We Spoke To Mr. Newsome, The Chorus Teacher, And Put Our Food On The Table And Started Eating. When We Got Through Eating We Threw Our Trash Away And Went Straight To Sleep. A Hour Later, The Bell Woke Us Up. Shonnah Said "Dammit. Just When I Got Into My Sleep" I Said "Ainna Ni. But Thank God We Only Have Three More Classes." So When We Was Doing Our Warm Ups I Seen Sierra In The Back Of The Chorus Room Sucking A Boy Named Leon's Dick. I Shook My Head In Disgust. I Can't Believe I Used To Be Friends With That Bitch. I Tapped Shonnah And Whispered "Look At This Hoe" Shonnah Turned Around And Whispered Back "Eww Hoes Ain't Got No Damn Shame. I'm Fina Go Record" She Tipped Over There With Her Phone And Recorded Them. Time He Came She Yelled Out "Ewwww Sierra You Sucking Dick For Fame Now !" Sierra Snatched Her Head Back And Nut Was Running Down Her Mouth. Everybody Died Laughing. This One Boy Yelled Out "Damn Bruh I Got Next !" Sierra Got Off Her Knees And Ran To The Bathroom. I Said "BOOOM" Everybody Started Laughing Again. When The Bell Rang, I Went To Second Period Which Was AP Lit. It Was Like This Class Was Hours And Hours Long. It Drained Out All My Energy. Finally It Was Lunch Time. I Drove To Billy Boy's And Got A Twenty Piece Barbecue Wings With A Separate Thing Of French Fries And A Fruit Punch. Don't Fucking Judge Me. Don't You Hate When You Get Like Ten Fries And Be Wanting More. So Don't Fucking Judge Me. I Went To Mcdonald's And Got Shonnah A Twenty Piece Chicken Nugget, Large Fry, Large Sprite And A Oreo Mcflurry. When I Pulled Up At School I Went To The Lunchroom And Went To Me And Shonnah's Regular Table In The Cut. By The Time I Sat Down The Bell Had Rang On Shonnah's Hall And She Was Walking In The Cafeteria To Our Table. She Said "You Got Me Something Girl ?" I Nodded My Head While Eating My Fries. I Gave Her Her Food And Continued Eating Until I Felt Some Hands Covering My Eyes. I Smiled Instantly Recognizing The Cologne. I Said "Whoever This Is Got Two Point One Second To Get Ya Hands Off My Eyes So I Can Eat Cause I Know Ya Stealing My Food" He Laughed And Said "Damn Bae It's Like That ?" I Said "Yes Hell You Know I Love French Fries" He Laughed And Said "Damn Bae. But Look I'm Fina Go To Checker's With Tay To Get Some Food I'll Be Right Back Okay" I Said "Okay Bae See Ya Later" We Kissed And He Walked Off. Shonnah Laughed And Shook Her Head. I Said "What ?" She Said "Y'all Are So Cute. I'm Telling You, You And Him Are Going To Get Married And Have Ten Kids." I Busted Out Laughing And Said "See You Done Ran All The Way Out. I Was With You Up To The Ten Kids Part. I Only Want Six. You Can Have The Extra Four" She Said "Bitch Bye ! I Only Want One. Numero Uno" We Both Laughed. I Said "Well Since We're Talking About The Future. Do You See Yourself With Tay In The Future ?" She Put Four Chicken Nuggets In Barbeque Sauce And Stuffed Them In Her Mouth And Took A Long Swig Of Her Sprite. She Finally Answered And Said "Honestly Yes. Am I Scared Of Getting Hurt Again ? Yes. Am I Scared That He's Going To Eventually Leave Me ? Yes. But That's Something I Have To Deal With And This Relationship Is Something I Have To Put My Trust Into" I Nodded And Said "That's Exactly How I'm Thinking. I Trust Kwon And I Can Honestly Say I'm Falling For Him Fast. But I Still Have My Guard Up Because I Don't Wanna Fall And He Doesn't Catch Me." We Slapped Hands And She Said "That's Right" We Continued Talking And Eating. When We Were Done Eating, We Threw Our Trash Away And Started Walking To My Locker. Shonnah Said "Girl You Got some Carmax ?" I Looked Through My Purse And Gave It To Her. She Mumbled A 'Thank You' And Started Putting Some On In My Mirror. I Sarcastically Said "Yes Sure You Can Use My Locker Mirror. I'm Only Tryna Get My Biology Book And Notebook Because The Bell Is About To Ring In Five Minutes" She Said "Munchkin You're Too Dramatic" I Shook My Head And Said "Hurry Your Ass Up So I Can Get My Book. " She Rolled Her Eyes And Said "Guuuuuhh ! You Doing Too Much. Besides Your Book Is In My Locker Which Is Right Next To Yours. So Shut The Hell Up" I Rolled My Eyes And Put The Combination In Her Locker And Got My Book Out. I Slammed Her Locker, Grabbed My Purse And Notebook And Started Walking To Class. Out Of No Where Shonnah Jumps On My Back And Says "Awww Bestfriend Don't Be Maaad" I Was Laughing Too Hard And Said "Get Offa Me" She Starts Kissing My Face And Says "No Not Until You Say You Not Mad At Me Anymore" I Laughed And Said "Okay Okay I'm Not Mad Anymore" Her Dumbass Starts Kissing My Cheek Talking About "Yesssss Thats My Bestfriend ! Char You Are My BESTFRIEND IF I'M DYING YOU DYING WITH ME AIN'T NO CHOICE !" I Couldn't Stop Laughing. She Finally Got Off My Back And We Walked To Class. When We Walked In We Saw A Substitute. Shonnah Rolled Her Eyes And Said "So Like What You Fina Do Cause We Gotta Substitute And You Know I Don't Do Subs" I Said "Girl I'm Fina Do My Work And Leave." I Heard A Voice Behind Me Say "No Hell You Ain't. You're Gonna Stay Your Ass Here So I Can Feel On Your Butt" I Started Laughing Knowing Exactly Who It Was. I Said "Kwon Yeen Feeling On Shit But Your Pencil And Paper." He Dramatically Sighed And Said In A High Pitch Voice "Girl Now You Know You Want All This Sexiness" I Couldn't Do Nothing But Laugh. I Said "Let's Sit Down Before She Start Fussing. Ion Even Like Substitutes." We Sat Down And Started On Our Work. Me And Shonnah Was The First Ones Done So We Just Sat There Talking About Nothing. When Kwon Was Done With His Work, He Started Grabbing My Butt. I Giggled And Said "Bae Stop" He Started Whining Saying "But Bae Whyyy" I Laughed And Said "Cause I Said So." He Dramatically Sighed And Started Talking Like A Girl "Okay Girlfriend. Ima Remember That When You Want All This Here" He Said While Snapping His Fingers. Me And Shonnah Was Dying Laughing. I Guess We Were Too Loud Cause The Substitute Said "Excuse Me" Kwon Said "You're Excused" The Whole Class Was Laughing. She Said "Young Man Step Outside" He Said "Old Man Find A New Wig" She Glared At Him And Yelled "Get Outta My Class Now !" I Said "Ayee Lady Ima Need You To Bring It Down Three Notches Talking To My Man Like That Looking Like Katt Williams With That Unfinished Ass Jheri Curl" Everybody Died Laughing. She Put Her Hands On Her Hips And Gasped. She Said "Why I Never -" I Cut Her Off And Said "With That Stiff Ass Bob, Them Pointy Shoes, And Flowered Grandma Dress You Never Will." People Was Laughing So Hard They Was Crying. She Yelled And Said "Young Lady Get Out Of My Class Now !" Shonnah Said "Look Ole Lady You Need To Sit Down Somewhere With Them Saggy Ass Titties And Depends Diaper You Got On. This Ain't Even Your Class, This Our Class. So Get Your Stuff And Get Out Our Class With Them Dusty Ass BoBos You Got On" The Class Erupted In Laughter. I Was Laughing So Hard The Sides Of My Stomach Was Hurting. Kwon Was On The Floor Laughing. Time The Lady Was Fina Say Something The Bell Had Rang. Me, Shonnah, And Kwon Ran Out The Class Dying Laughing. When We Stopped Laughing We Walked To My Locker. As I Was Putting My Books In My Locker, Shonnah Said "So What We Fina Do ? Everybody Else Going To Fifth Period And We Don't Have Anymore Classes." I Said "You Wanna Go To Auntie Liz House ?" She Said "Yeah, Lemme Go Find Tay And Tell Him" Time She Was About To Turn Around Tay Hugged Her Around The Waist, Kissing Her Neck. Then Kwon Wrapped His Arms Around Me, Kissing My Neck. I Turned Around And Started Kissing Him. I Heard Someone Clear Their Throat And Say "Come On Kwon, Let Her Breathe Bruh" We Pulled Away And Laughed. Kwon Said "Tay You A Hater Man." Tay Said "Nah Son I Got My Own Woman Ova Hea" They Dapped And Laughed. Shonnah And I Looked At Each Other And Shook Our Heads. I Said "Guys We're Going Over My Aunt's House And Probably Going To Be There The Rest Of The Day." Tay Said "Alright. Guess We'll Play Some Ball After School" Kwon Said "Yeah. Let's Go To Class Brush Before We're Late. Baby I'll Text You Later" We Kissed And They Left. Me And Shonnah Got In The Car And Went To Aunt Liz House. While We Were Riding, Ice Cube's Song "A Good Day" Started Playing On The Radio. I Turned It Up And Bobbed My Head Saying "It Was A Good Day"