I Want To Love You

Secrets

Chardonnay P.O.V

It's Nine O'Clock And Teshonnah Was Still Missing. Normally She'd Wait For Me After School At My Car But Today She Didn't. I Was So Worried That I Almost Called The Police But Kwon Told Me Not To Worry That She'd Show Up Soon.
"Kwon It's Nine And She Still Hasn't Shown Up Yet. Where Is She !?!" I Said As I Was Pacing In The Living Room. Kwon Came And Put His Arms Around Me And Said "Baby Calm Down I'm Sure She's Just Somewhere Clearing Her Mind. She Did Look Like She Had Alot Going On." I Looked At Him Like He Was Speaking Japenese. "She's My Bestfriend. We Tell Each Other Everything. I Don't Get Why She'd Need To Hide Anything From Me. She Knows She Can Talk To Me I Don't Know Why She's Doing This." I Flopped Down On The Couch And Started Blowing Up Her Phone.
*text messages*
BigBootyBestie: Where Are You ?
BigBootyBestie: Why Aren't You Answering Me
BigbootyBestie: Teshonnah !
BigbootyBestie: TESHONNAH TEXT ME BACK DAMMIT !
Bigbootybestie: TESHONNAH DENISE BROWN I'M GONNA KICK YO ASSS IF YOU DON'T TEXT ME !
BigbootyBestie: Okay I'm Sorry But I'm Worried ! Where Are You ??

I Threw My Phone Down And Screamed. "KWON WHERE IS SHE !" Kwon Said "Baby Calm Down." I Yelled "DON'T YOU FUCKIN TELL ME TO CALM DOWN ! MY BESTFRIEND IS SOMEWHERE PROBABLY HURT AND YOU'RE TELLIN ME TO CALM DOWN ! GET THE FUCK OUT ! YOU AIN'T HELPING NUN NO WAY SO GET THE FUCK OUT !" Kwon Grabbed Me And Pinned Me Against The Wall And Said "Chardonnay Latrice James I Don't Know Who The Fuck You Think You're Talkin To But You Need To Recognize Who The Fuck You Talkin To ! I'm Tryna Help You And You Pushin Me Away ! I've Been Texting Tay All Day And He's Been Driving All Over Georgia Looking For Her And You Have The Nerve To Say I'm Not Doin Nothing ? Okay Well Stay Here By Your Damn Self And Worry Cause You Ain't Fina Talk To Me Any Fuckin Way ! You Better Check Yo Fuckin Self !" I Stood There Dumbfounded And Slightly Turned On By His Aggression. He Turned Around To Walk Out And Was Almost To The Door Until I Called His Name. "Kwon No Stay Please. I'm Sorry." I Slid Down The Wall Crying. He Came And Wrapped His Arms Around Me Saying "Shhh Baby I'm Right Here." I Cried Harder. "I'm Sorry I Yelled. It's Just That People Always Leave Me And Shonnah's My Bestfriend And She Left Without Saying Anything. Now You're About To Leave Me. I'm Always Alone." Kwon Sighed and Kissed My Forehead Holding Me Tighter. "Char I'm Not Going Anywhere. I Love You To Death And No Matter How Much You Scream And Yell At Me I'm Not Going Anywhere. Now I'm Not Some Lul Bitch That You Can Yell At Anytime You Want, I'm Your Man And I Don't Tolerate Disrespect Cause I'd Never Disrespect You Like That. Understand ?" I Nodded And Said "Baby I'm Sorry. Please Stay Here. I Can't Be Alone." He Said "I'm Not Going Anywhere Baby. Go Shower And Lay Down. I'm Gonna Call Tay And See What's Going On Then I'll Be On My Way Up There." I Nodded And Said "Okay Baby" He Kissed Me Deeply Before Helping Me Up Off The Floor. I Went Upstairs To My Room And Headed For The Shower. I Cried The Entire Time. I Couldn't Believe She'd Up And Disappear Like That. I Finally Got Out The Shower, Dried Off, Moisturized My Body And Put On Some Shorts And A T Shirt. I Put My Bonnet On And Crawled In Bed. I Cried And Cried Until I Felt Kwon's Arms Wrapped Around Me, Holding Me Tightly. Lord Where's My Bestfriend.

Kwon P.O.V
While Char Went Upstairs, I Was Downstairs On The Phone With Tay. He Was Going Straight Crazy.
*phone convo*
Tay: Dammit Man. Where The Fuck Is She !?
Kwon: Man I Don't Know. Char's Cryin And Yellin At Me. She's An Emotional Wreck Right Now.
Tay: Bruh I'm Bout To Lose My Mind Man. I've Been Callin And Textin Her All Day ! She's Being Stubborn Asf Right Now !
Kwon: *sighs* I Don't Know What's Goin On Man. But You Need To Get Some Rest. Right Now Char's Upstairs Probably Crying Her Eyes Out.
Tay: Man I'm Gon Keep Lookin Cause I Won't Sleep Until I Find Her. Gon Upstairs And Comfort Char She Needs You Man.
Kwon: Aiight Bruh. Call Me In The Morning.
Tay: Aiight.

*end of convo*

I Went Upstairs And Showered. When I Got Out I Put On Some Basketball Shorts And A T Shirt. I Found Char Crying Her Eyes. Damn This Hurt Me That She Was Hurting. I Slid In And Held Her. She Cried In My Chest All Night Until She Fell Asleep.