Resurgent

Chapter 22

This chapter is in Tris' POV, as in the REAL TRIS. Thanks guys!

Tris' POV:
Heaven might've seemed like a place where one could attain eternal peace and all, and that's what it really is. Everyone seems to be at peace with themselves, everyone is happy, everyone loves it here. Everyone but me. I feel like an outcast here as well. Perhaps being Divergent means that there is going to be no change in properties even in heaven.

"Beatrice," I hear my mom's voice. I was actually happy to come here because I could finally reunite with my parents but, I had to leave behind Tobias.

I smile weakly at her. She creases her eyebrows and says,"What happened?"

"Tobias..." I start to say, but a lump forms in my throat. Speaking about him I feel as if he's there, but...he's not there. He feels distant. And then that girl, Sheryll. He believes that Sheryll is me. So he loves her unconditionally but when she will tell him the truth, he is going to be devastated. Nothing changes the fact that I am dead, but I really want him to move on. I believe that Sheryll is an angel.

Somehow, I should be jealous of her or something but I don't feel even a hint of envy. She is the person who helped Tobias move on; who redeemed him from his paralysed state; who made him Tobias again after he had lost interest in everything. I really like that girl- she's so good.

"Beatrice, maybe you should visit him," my mother says.
"Maybe I should, but...won't that be immoral? Because, he's gotta face his life. I shouldn't be helping him. That's not," I pause,"Fair. People aren't helped by people in heaven. He shouldn't either. That's not right and he's already clever enough to take care of himself."
"A little bending of rules for the person you love isn't immoral, is it?" She asks,"Didn't he bend quite a few rules for you? Didn't he sacrifice so much for you? You can't do this much?"

I sigh. She's right.
"Okay, I will. But he needs to be asleep for that."
"Why, then. Wait till tonight."
"No," I shake my head,"It's gonna be a long time before he gets to sleep."

Sorry for the short chapter. The next one is going to be long hopefully, whenever I publish it! Please vote and comment! Love you lots!

-Divergent Forever 😍