Chapter 30

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Mia's P.O.V
Last night Louis stayed true to his word, and when I had a nightmare Louis held me in his arms until I fell asleep.

The boys had a concert tonight, and I planned on hanging put backstage with Lux, and Lou.

"Good luck babe." I said giving Louis a kiss. He squeezed my hand before walking out of the room with the rest of the boys. He's been very protective lately, especially ever since he found out about me having nightmares. I still don't understand how I got so lucky having Louis.

"You two are so cute!" Lou gushed. I smiled, at her as my cheeks went red.

"I'm gonna go watch the rest of the concert, will you watch Lux?" Lou asked me 40 minutes into the show. They still had at least an hour and a half left.

"Yea." I said giving her a small smile as she left. Lux was already half asleep on my lap, so I figured she would be asleep soon. I decided to rest my eyes for a couple minutes as well.

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"Look how cute they are!"

"Awwww."

I felt a flash go off in my face, and I frowned with my eyes shut.

"Harry you idiot turn off the flash!" I heard Louis whisper and yell at Harry.

"Sorry," Harry whispered.

I slowly opened my eyes, and squinted until they adjusted to the light.

I looked down to see Lux asleep next to me. Lou came over and scooped her up.

Louis came over to me, and leaned down kissing me on the forehead.

"You ready to go back to the hotel?" He asked. I nodded and he grabbed my hand helping me up.

Louis walked us out to a car that was waiting for us, and it took us back to the hotel.

Louis and I thanked the driver as we got back, and went up to our room.

"Movie night?" Louis asked. I nodded and he went to sort through a couple of movies.

Louis put in the movie, before laying down on the couch next to me. When he got comfortable, my phone vibrated making see that Harry sent me a message. Louis looked down curious to see what he sent me.

We both started laughing when I opened up a pic of me and Lux. The funny part was that my face was all scrunched together, making it obvious he had his flash on.

"I look so stupid," I said laughing.

"You look beautiful as always." Louis whispered. I looked at him to see him looking me deep in the eyes. My stomach erupted in butterflies, as I looked at him. He put his hand on the side of my face, and leaned closer until his lips were on mine. He sat up and I straddled him, as he put his arms around me. As he stood up he picked me up with him. He started putting kisses along my neck, making me moan at his touch.

He walked us over to the bed, and laid me down. He straddled me as he started kissing me. When he started taking off my shirt and pants, I had a flashback of that day in the alley. I jumped back as quick as possible, and Louis looked at me alarmed. I went back against the wall as everything came back to me.

"Mia?" Louis whispered. I whimpered, and he slowly came towards me. I started shaking, and tears gathered in my eyes.

"Hey it's ok we don't have to do  anything if you don't want to." He whispered.

"I'll be right back." I whispered, before hopping off the bed and running to the bathroom. I heard Louis yell my name but I ignored him. I closed the door behind me, and locked it as I slid down the door with tears streaming down my face. I'm such a mess I can't even go a day without crying. That day ruined my life, I can't go a day without it coming back to me. While I was crying, there was a knock on the door.

"Mia, will you let me in?" Louis asked. I still had tears streaming down my face, and I only had a bra and jeans on. I just sat there for a minute before Louis sighed.

"Please talk to me."

After a couple minutes, I got up and slowly unlocked the door and opened it. He looked surprised at first than pulled me in his arms.

"I'm sorry," I said in between a small sob.

"Don't apologize, if you aren't ready I'm ok with that." He said.

"I just can't get that image out of my head." I said as tears rolled down my face.

"I promise everything will get better. I'm here for you." He whispered. I wrapped my arms around him, and held me tight against him.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you to, don't forget that."

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