reckless // sammy wilk

1.2 dangerous

SONG; Dangerous - Alyssa Reid, The Heist

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Days have gone by, Sam has texted, called, dm'd, anything to try and grab my attention but I wasn't falling for it.

'Ava I lost track of time' was the first text he sent me... he sent it the morning after he stood me up

He then said 'let me make it up to you' and I still wasn't convinced.

He kept making silly excuses as to why he left me waiting,

'I was caught in traffic'

'I fell asleep'

'My car broke down'

None of it added up so I texted both Jacks and Nate and they both said Sam was out all day with a girl.

I am done feeling sorry for myself, I've been laying in bed watching Melissa & Joey for 2 days and called into work 'sick' because I couldn't get the thought out of my mind that I actually thought Sam could have actually cared about me.

I'm not even sure as to why I'm so hurt by this, all he did was leave me waiting, but theres just something about him that I was beginning to fall for and it just hurt to find out that I'm no more than a hookup to him [a/n they haven't hooked up but ya know...]

If Sam wants to be reckless, I will be too and give him a taste of his own medicine... Fight fire with fire.

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I was walking to work about a week after the events and saw familiar blond hair out of the corner of my eye.

It was Jack J.

"Hey Ava!" He called me over

I didn't really want to talk to him, or anyone actually, but I wasn't going to be rude so I walked over

"Hey! Haven't seen you in a while!" I smiled

"Yea, Gilinsky and I have been busy writing music! What have you been up to?"

"Sick" I lied

"Oh that sucks.."

"Yea, uh... I have to get to work, but text me and we should get together soon!" I offered

"Okay! Have a nice day."

"You too"

I continued on to work and dreaded the thought of dealing with people all day, I don't like my job, but it pays well so I'm gonna continue. [she is not a pornstar or any of that shit if thats what ur thinking lmfao]

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I arrived at home and noticed Sam's car was in our driveway.

"Fuck" I mumbled to myself as I unlocked the door

As I walked near the living room, I saw Amanda, Nate, and Sam sitting on the couch talking. I wasn't ready to socialize with Sam because I was still pissed about what he did to me so I walked past them and upstairs to my room, without making eye contact with any of them.

I got into my room and began to change into comfier clothes when I heard a knock at my door.

"I'm changing"

"Then I'll wait" ...Sam said

"Aha, well sorry but you will be waiting forever"

"I'm fine with that"

"If you want to wait outside my bedroom door during your free time then go right ahead but thats kind of pathetic"

"Ava can you just hear me out?"

"I already heard you out Sam... I listened to your voicemails and read your texts but when I texted the Jacks and Nate, they told me a completely different story than you did... Care to explain about that?" I questioned

"Fuck..." He whispered just loud enough so I heard

Caught.

"Just what I thought... You can leave any time Sam."

"Fine"

I heard his footsteps go further from my room and down the stairs.

I refuse to be the one that has to always put up with the shit that the other one causes. I really don't know why I'm so hung up on this but Sam just has a way with words.

I'm going to show him what he is missing, and when he finally opens up to me and tries to apologize for all his faults, I will decide on whether I should forgive him or not when the day comes. I know its kind of harsh for him even though he did something so small but in my opinion, he should feel how these girls feel when he plays around with them and I'm not going to be played with like a barbie doll.

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Nate and Sam both left so Amanda and I were bored and decided on going to a party. Yes we go to parties a lot but what else is there to do, I don't want to watch netflix for days on end... I wanna get out of the house.

My hair was already straight so all I had to do was brush through it, I then did a smoky eye and applied eyeliner and mascara and all of my face makeup.

When it came to my outfit, I put on a pair of Indigo Stone Wash pencil jeans and a black Lace-Up Crop Top and a pair of Black Paprika Coppi-S pumps.

"Ready?" I asked as Amanda walked out of her room at the same time as me

"Hell yes"

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xoxo, gillian