SONG; Drunk Texting - Chris Brown
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text between sam + ava (a/n there will b spelling errors from sam, hence, he is drunk)
sam: i miss you
read, 12:57pm
sam: talk to me ava please
sam: I'm sorry for everythingf i said
ava: i have nothing to say to you
sam: i didn't mean what i said
read, 1:05am
sam: don't leaveme on read
sam: how many times do i haveto say I'm sorry
read, 1:07am
sam: i need you
ava: for what? sex?
sam: i fucked up in miami when wil you got over it
ava: i don't think i will ever get over it sam
sam: i didn't mean it
ava: i don't care if you meant it or not you still fucking said it, so whether it was in the heat of the moment or not, you. still. said. it.
sam: give me one more cchance
sam: please
read, 1:21am
sam: all I'm asking., one last chance
ava: i can't trust you
sam: why
sam: what have i donet o make you not trust nme
ava: youre drunk.
sam: no i am not answer my question
ava: i can't trust you because you aren't capable of being trusted, and you have shown me that since we met
sam: im very capable but not in your eyes
ava: you aren't making sense sam go to bed.
sam: not without you by my side
read, 1:44am
sam: come over please
sam: i will be sober in the morning
sam: i need you rn
read, 1:47am
end of conversation, ava's pov
I don't know why, but I found myself driving to Sam's place. Something about me couldn't let him be alone and drunk, because I've been in his situation.
Within minutes I parked in his driveway and walked right into his house because it was unlocked, dipshit i thought to myself as I walked up the stairs and into his room.
As soon as I opened his door he looked at me with sad, bloodshot eyes and was silent.
"The door was unlocked" I managed to choke out, seeing him like this hurt me in so many ways. How could someone who 3 days ago I thought was incapable of true feelings suddenly show so much emotion?
I walked up to his bed and took a seat next to him, "You hate me don't you" He slurred
"If I hated you would I be here right now?"
He said nothing, and the silence continued for a good 10 minutes.
"I could never hate you" I said quietly as I rested my head on his shoulder
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bit of a different chapter hmmm
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xoxo, g
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reckless // sammy wilk
Fanficreckless [rek-lis] adjective unconcerned about the consequences of some action; without caution; careless.