reckless // sammy wilk

3.0 drunk texting

SONG; Drunk Texting - Chris Brown

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text between sam + ava                  (a/n there will b spelling errors from sam, hence, he is drunk)

sam: i miss you

read, 12:57pm

sam: talk to me ava please

sam: I'm sorry for everythingf i said

ava: i have nothing to say to you

sam: i didn't mean what i said

read, 1:05am

sam: don't leaveme on read

sam: how many times do i haveto say I'm sorry

read, 1:07am

sam: i need you

ava: for what? sex? 

sam: i fucked up in miami when wil you got over it

ava: i don't think i will ever get over it sam

sam: i didn't mean it

ava: i don't care if you meant it or not you still fucking said it, so whether it was in the heat of the moment or not, you. still. said. it.

sam: give me one more cchance 

sam: please

read, 1:21am

sam: all I'm asking., one last chance

ava: i can't trust you

sam: why 

sam: what have i donet o make you not trust nme

ava: youre drunk. 

sam: no i am not answer my question

ava: i can't trust you because you aren't capable of being trusted, and you have shown me that since we met

sam: im very capable but not in your eyes

ava: you aren't making sense sam go to bed.

sam: not without you by my side

read, 1:44am

sam:  come over please 

sam: i will be sober in the morning 

sam: i need you rn

read, 1:47am

end of conversation, ava's pov

I don't know why, but I found myself driving to Sam's place. Something about me couldn't let him be alone and drunk, because I've been in his situation.

Within minutes I parked in his driveway and walked right into his house because it was unlocked, dipshit i thought to myself as I walked up the stairs and into his room.

As soon as I opened his door he looked at me with sad, bloodshot eyes and was silent.

"The door was unlocked" I managed to choke out, seeing him like this hurt me in so many ways. How could someone who 3 days ago I thought was incapable of true feelings suddenly show so much emotion?

I walked up to his bed and took a seat next to him, "You hate me don't you" He slurred

"If I hated you would I be here right now?" 

He said nothing, and the silence continued for a good 10 minutes.

"I could never hate you" I said quietly as I rested my head on his shoulder

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bit of a different chapter hmmm

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xoxo, g