Running Out Of Time

Four...

Spencer curled up into Derek as he fixed his hand. He was trying to control his tears but he couldn't help feeling angry. Statistically many in his situation would have lost control a long time ago about what happened but he tried to stay strong.

After getting fixed, he walked with Derek to his bedroom before laying down on the bed. He was trying his best to not be angry but he couldn't help it. His doctor said that it would happen but he needed to be strong with his family.

"You know, my mother doesn't even know what happened to me.. I do not think she would be able to handle it. Let alone my father who I have never seen.." He put his arm over his eyes and sighed softly. "No one in my family cares.. Cares that the prominent genius is blind." Reid sounded bitter but it was the truth, he knew the people at the BAU were his real family.

Slowly sitting up, he traced his fingers on the soft comforter and sighed once more. "I am sorry Der, you don't deserve the outburst."

After a while he helped Spencer up to his feet. He led him down the hall to the now shared bedroom. "I know, it's gotta be hard. I'll be here." Derek climbed into the bed laying next to Spencer. "You got me, every step of the way. You're not getting rid of me. Not now, not ever." Taking Spencer's hand he kissed the bandages lightly. "We can tell your mom if you want. You're family. You're my family."

His words brought a small smile to Spencer's lips. He was more than sure Derek would do anything for him and he knew that he would have went through the torture once more if it saved Derek. Slowly tracing his good hand up his love's face, he touched his cheek bones with gentle fingers.

Licking his lips slowly, he leaned up and captured Derek's lips in a slow but firm kiss. He needed his dark skinned lover more than ever and he didn't want to push the other into anything he wasn't ready for but he just needed him.

Pulling him slowly on top of his smaller frame, he broke the kiss and traced his fingers up the muscled arms that were on each side of him. "Please Derek.. I really just want to feel right now. I don't want to think of anything but you.. Please." He knew he was close to whimper but with everything that happened to him, he still wanted to feel that Derek wanted him and not because of pity.

Derek closed his eyes at the touch, leaning into the kiss. He was happy to have Spencer by his side. He knew this was going to be a long hard road for him. Hearing the longing and the want in the others voice he wanted him too. He just wanted to make sure he wasn't going to hurt him. "You sure?" He asked kissing him again.

"More than anything, please I want to feel desired.. Not the shell of a man that I feel." Spencer was lost, he felt trapped in his own mind and with him not being able to see made it that much worse. He felt that Derek was the only thing keeping him level and he needed him.

Moving his hands up Derek's abs slowly under his shirt, Reid couldn't stop the shiver that went through his body at just touching his dark skinned lover. "I wish more than anything that I could see you but my fingers will have to be my eyes now." He wasn't sure what he meant anymore. Reid clung to the man on top of him because he needed his rock.

Derek nodded at his words. He knew the other couldn't see him but he felt that's all that was needed.

He kissed his lips once more before moving his gentle lips down his jaw line and then his neck. He couldn't help the slight moan escaping his lips as Spencer touched his bare skin. His wildest fantasy was coming to light. He didn't want to end. He moved his hands up the smaller man's side dragging his shirt off before leaning back to look at the perfect man lying under him. "Damn." Was all he could say at the sight before him. His dreams had never even come close to what was in front of him. He reached with one hand pulling off his own shirt again capturing the other's lips in a heated kiss.

Hearing Derek's reply to his body made Reid blush brightly before he felt the solid muscle body cover his. He kissed back with everything he had in him. Tracing long fingers over the rather toned back of his lover made the smaller man whimper at the feelings that went through him.

Rocking his hips into the other man's erection made the both moan loud. He could see sparks, underneath his eyes and he wanted more. Arching his back at the feelings that were running through his body. Breaking the kiss, he whimpered loudly, "Der... Please I need you inside me.." His thoughts were all over the place thanks to one man's touch.

The touches that were traced over his back sent shivers down his back. He wasn't thinking just feeling. Feeling the cool air on his flushed skin, feeling the vibrations caused by the two of them, feeling everything and nothing all at once.

Panting loudly as Spencer broke the kiss he whined slightly. "Alright, hang on Spence." He huff between breaths. He worked Spencer's pants off and on to the floor be fire taking off his own. Reaching over the open his beside table he pulled out the bottle of lube. He slicked up a couple of fingers before slipping one into Spencer smiling at the sound that ripped from him.

Shivering slightly at the cold of the lube, Reid couldn't stop the groan that escaped his throat. He had been with men and women before but none he felt truly connected to. After all that had happened, he knew that Derek was just as much his as Reid was his own.

Feeling Derek slowly work him open and loose to take his member, Reid was moaning low and rocking his hips in time with his fingers. Arching his back and moaning louder when Derek hit the bundles of nerves inside of him. "Derek! Please now! I need you to fuck me!" Rarely ever saying curses, the young genius was at his wits end with the lust coursing through him.

Derek worked in the others opening to loosen it up. Before long Spencer was begging for him. He was a bit shocked at hearing such dirty words come from such a pretty mouth. He wasn't one for dirty talk usually but he just couldn't help himself. "Relax baby, I'll take good care of you." His husky whisper was meant as a distraction as he pushed his way inside Spencer. Moaning at the tightness around his own member. Bracing himself with one arm he set a slow steady pace heatedly kissing the man under him as his hips moved.

Hearing his lover's words made him moan gently, even with his eyesight gone he felt that he could still see his lover. Reid wanted more than anything to see Derek but he saw with his fingertips and his body.

The genius couldn't stop the feeling of pure lust the moment Derek started a slow rhythm in his body. Feeling overjoyed, he captured his lips and wrapped his long limbs around the other. Tossing his head back, he shuddered and moaned. "Der.. I am close.." He felt the heat in his stomach slowly catch fire through his whole body.

Maybe it was the anticipation or the events of the last week. Or maybe it was just the way the smaller man clung to him, kissed him and, touched him. Derek was close already as every thing set his skin on fire. Hearing the words escaping from the other he took Spencer's length in his hand stroking it to the rhythm of his hips.

Feeling his orgasm reach, he curled closer to Derek and felt him loose himself in passion also. After Derek moved and brought him a wet cloth to clean up. He felt Derek curl up in a spooning motion and they both fell asleep.

Slowly opening his eyes at the sunlight, he felt the warmth and smiled softly. He curled closer to Derek who murmured in his sleep. Turning slowly he brought his fingers over his lover's face so he could see his way. Capturing his lips in a soft kiss, he felt Derek start to wake up. "Der... I need you to do something for me..." He waited until he heard an answer and smiled sadly. "I have come to terms that I might not get my eyesight back and I am okay with that." He cleared his throat some, "I need you to teach me how to fight.. I need to know how to defend myself."

He felt his thrust falter and the wonderful bliss that followed. Derek took a moment to regain the ability to breath before he moved. Kissing his love once before he went to the bathroom and bringing back a wet wash rag. First he cleaned Spencer then himself. With Spence rolling on his side, Derek pulled him close and held him as they fell asleep.

Very few knew that Derek actually talked in his sleep. Usually it was about the dreams he had that night. For the first time since Spencer was taken he was having a good dream, the two of them old and grey watching the rest of the world go by. Smiling at the fingers roaming his face he chuckled a little, pulling him closer as the pair kissed. Derek opened his eyes at his words. "Anything." He propped himself up on one elbow watching him. He knew Spencer was right, he also knew that of he didn't teach him. He'd find someone who would. "I just have one request. You take it easy, I'll train you. Just don't push yourself too much."