The Bad Boys Twins(Book #1)

Chapter Thirty-Nine

NAVEENS P.O.V. -

Micho had been back for about two and a half months Now and it was great to see the twins happy again.

I loved Micho I really did but Jesus Christ he can get on my last nerves. We both work now and my mom will usually watch the twins for us. We work such late hours that we barely get to seriously spend time with each other.

We fight a lot more because of all the working and shit and I hated it I just wanted to be able to relax with him and spend time with him but between the twins and work it seemed almost impossible to do so.

I sighed in frustration at the thought of everything that has been going on. I don't regret my kids for a moment but holy shit everything was easier before them.

I quickly dug my phone out of my bag and called Zoey knowing what I wanted more than anything right now.

"Yes mi amor?" She asked
"I need to smoke!" I said hearing her laugh into the phone.
"You sure that's a good idea what if Micho finds out?"
"He drinks he can't honestly get mad at me"
"Come over I'll make a call"
"I'm on my way now"
"Alright drive safely love you"
"Always love you too"

When I was fifteen I started smoking weed and I fell in love with it. I didn't stop until I got pregnant with the twins even though weed really isn't even bad for a babies development.

I smiled thinking about getting high for the first time in over a year. Micho really couldn't get mad at me he loved drinking and weed is so much safer than alcohol is.

It took me about thirty minutes to reach Zoeys house and when I finally pulled up I hurried to get inside.

I didn't bother knocking I never did it was my Bestfriend she didn't knock on my door why am I gonna knock on hers.

"Zoe??" I yelled as I put my purse down on the couch. "In the kitchen!" She yelled back making me smile. "You got the shit?" I asked her when I walked into the kitchen.

"Bitch I know you smelled it as soon as you walked in" she said making me laugh and nod. "Very true let me roll a joint" I said making her laugh and throw papers at me.

"Roll a couple hoe I ain't smoked in a while, Chris wanted me to stop" she said laughing. "He ain't gonna show up pissed is he?" I asked. "Naw we got in a fight when I told him I was gonna buy some" she said with a shrug.

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After I rolled four joints we sat down on the couch and started smoking away everything. That's why I had always loved weed it took care of any of your problems .

"Shit this is amazing" I said laughing causing her to laugh too. "Yeah Jorge ain't playing with that old shit no more he upgraded alottttt" she said giggling.

"You still got the bong?" I asked making her laugh and nod. "Go get it" I said watching as she nodded and got up and went into her room and got it.

We both took four hits outta the bong and were blazed as fuck. "Ohhh myy gaawwddd" I said as I laughed my ass off. "Huh?" Zoe asked me.

"What time is it?" I asked digging for my phone. "Don't know who cares?" She said shrugging. "Oh shit Micho called me like a hundred times!" I said

"Fuckkkk" she said dragging out the word. Right as I went to call him back there was a knock on the door. "Fuck clean this shit up hurry" I said getting up in a hurry.

I almost fell on my face cause I got up way to fast. And then I realized that neither of us even had eye drops and I knew my eyes were red as fuck. I opened the door a little and sure enough with my luck came face to face with my very pissed off boyfriend.

"I've been calling you for four hours you couldn't fucking pick up the phone what if one of the twins had been hurt?" He asked making me feel like complete shit.

"Babe..." I started but he cut me off. "What the fuck Naveen you smell like straight weed, and your eyes are redder than a mother fucker" he said getting more angry by the second .

"I'm sorry!" I whispered knowing I had made a mistake. "You want to smoke but yet you can't even tell nobody you're okay that you're safe?, you can't just talk to me about needing something to relieve stress, I asked you to be a stay at home mom so you weren't stressed and you tell me you can handle it well it don't look like it" he yelled at me.

"Could you just stop yelling at me please?" I begged not even able to look him in the eye right now. "NO BECAUSE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE A TEAM GOD DAMMIT THIS IS BULLSHIT WE AREN'T SUPPOSED TO KEEP SECRETS FROM EACH OTHER EVER BUT YET YOU ARE OVER HERE SMOKING WEED WITHOUT EVEN TALKING TO ME" he yelled in my face.
"I was stressed" I said. "STRESSED??? THATS YOUR EXCUSE IM STRESSED EVERY FUCKING DAY IM NOT SMOKING WEED IM NOT EVEN DRINKING AS MUCH ANYMORE" He yelled.

"Please stop" I begged tears rolling down my face. "YOU HAVE TWO KIDS NAVEEN TWO NOT JUST ONE BUT TWO, THE LAST THING I NEED IS SOMETHING HAPPENING TO YOU!" he screamed.

"Micho I'm sorry" I started sobbing at this point. "FUCKING BULLSHIT, COME HOME WHEN YOU'RE DONE GETTING HIGH" he yelled and started walking towards his truck.

"OH AND BY THE WAY NADIA HAS A EAR INFECTION" he yelled as he pulled out and sped away

"Holy shit, Nav I'm so sorry" Zoe said as I collapsed on her couch crying my eyes out. "I'm so tired of fighting with him about everything, no matter what I do it isn't good enough for him" I said crying.

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I guess I had passed out while I was crying and Zoey let me sleep it off. When I woke up I saw two joints in front of me with a note

"Tell him to try it and then judge you!"
     Love Zoe Zoe❤️

I sighed placing the joints in my purse and heading out to my car and heading home. When I got home the door was unlocked from where Micho hadn't bothered locking me out thankfully.

I tip toed into our room and changed into one of his shirts and panties after I took a shower so I didn't smell like weed anymore. Then I walked over and checked on the twins and kissed both of their heads.

When I got done with that I slowly walked over to the bed and lifted the covers so I could get under them. I faced away from Micho and as carefully as I could Got comfortable.

Once I had finally got comfortable I felt Micho flip over and pull my back against his chest. "I'm sorry I flipped out like that" he whispered. I didn't know what to say.

"You have to understand I was worried I couldn't get Nadia to stop crying and I couldn't get ahold of you and then when I found you like that you seemed happier on drugs than with me and our babies so I got mad" he explained.

"I quit smoking weed when I became a father so I'd have more money and there you were smoking without me and I just flipped" he said .

"I love you" I said and felt him smile against my neck. "I love you more did you bring any home?" He asked curiously. "Two joints..." I said and he nodded. "Can we smoke them?" He whispered and all I could do was nod.

"Love ain't always easy baby but please know I do try and that I do love you and our kids more than anything in the world" he said . " I know I love you too" I said.