Your Forever Is All That I Need (Kellin Quinn)

Chapter 11: Lovesick, Part 1

"Lovesick, Part 1"

*Cassie's POV*

I splashed the cold water on my face, unsure of what to really do next. I had pissed Anna off, and I had no intention of doing it. All I wanted was her advice, and I guess I got it... I just didn't like what I heard.

What made her think that she knew Kyle?

I mean, I guess I didn't know Kyle that much either, but at least I was trying. I wanted to get to know him, but the voice in the back of my mind told me that I wasn't doing it because I liked him... Well, maybe I did, but not enough to override my feelings for Kellin.

Was I using Kyle to forget Kellin?

Of course I was.

I'm a horrible person. This was never me. I used to never be this person. He did this to me. When Kellin left, I changed. I became tougher, and my emotions were hardened. The old Cassie wouldn't even consider using someone.

But, maybe I would start to like him... I mean, I am already attracted to him, right?

I looked at my reflection, and silently cursed it.

I walked back out and found Kyle playing with his food. He seemed upset, and nervous.

"Are you okay?" I asked as I sat down.

"I should be asking you the same thing." He said.

I reached my hand across the table until it made contact with his.

"Let's get out of here, yeah?" I asked, smiling.

He smiled back and nodded as he left the money on the table and got up. Our hands never left each other's as we walked out.

"So, you're not mad?" He asked, suddenly.

Our eyes met.

"No, I'm not." I said.

He just smiled and looked forward. He led me to a bench and we sat down.

"So, what do you wanna do now?" He asked.

"I kind of want to go back. I did come to see bands play, you know." I smiled.

He laughed and nodded.

"Alright. But, I do want to take you out on a proper date when this is all over with."

"Warped will be over tomorrow." I laughed.

"Precisely." He smiled.

He got up and held his hand out. I took it, and we started to walk back.

Shit. Warped was over tomorrow.

No more Kellin...

*Kellin's POV*

We told her everything. And, I mean everything. Even the pregnancy.

But, I had her promise not to tell Cassie that part. I needed to do that.

When it felt right, of course. I just didn't want to come out and say it and have her think that I'm making up some bizarre story so that she'll leave Kyle.

Because that's exactly what she would think.

Anna and Vic left not too long after that.

Vic looked like he liked her, and I was happy that he was finally finding someone that he could laugh around. He needed that.

Shit. I needed that.

Cassie was the only one that came to my mind though, and she wasn't mine.

I had lost the right to call her mine when I chose to leave her behind.