Your Forever Is All That I Need (Kellin Quinn)

Chapter 17: Undeniable

"Undeniable"

*Cassie's POV*

I was in someone's arms... But, I couldn't remember whose they belonged to.

I wiggled free of them and quietly got out of the bed. Once I was standing, I turned to face the person that was holding me. Kyle.

Why couldn't I remember anything of what happened last night? All I know is that Kyle kissed me, and he drove us back here, but after that... It's mostly just a blur. I don't remember how I got into bed, or anything, and that sickened me.

I looked and saw Anna sound asleep on her bed. I wanted to wake her to ask what happened last night, but she looked so peaceful.

I walked into the bathroom and looked at my own reflection. I looked horrible. My eyes were swollen from all the tears, and they were red. Great. Just the way to see Kellin today after I went and kissed someone else. I looked like hell... I felt like hell. What would Kellin think? He probably wouldn't even look at my ugly self. I doubt he'll even talk to me.

Maybe it's time that I just accept the fact that I screwed everything up. But... I at least wanted to see him today. Since it is his last day being here.

God.

Yesterday was such a waste. I was supposed to spend the entire day with him, and I ended up spending the majority of it with Kyle. Today probably won't be any different seeing as how he's so mad at me.

Oh well. I needed to see him. Now.

I pulled my hair back, and washed my face. The redness was still there in my eyes, but I didn't want to take a shower right now. I just didn't feel like wasting anymore time.

I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed some running shorts and a t shirt. I put them on carefully and I sneaked out the door, making sure that I didn't wake anyone up.

I walked down to Kellin's hotel room and knocked on the door.

Some buff man opened the door.

"May I help you?" He looked me up and down.

"I'm... I'm um Cassie."

"Frank! You can let her in!" I heard Jeese yell from inside.

Frank just shrugged and stepped aside so that I could come in. I saw Jesse sitting on the couch and I went over and sat next to him.

"What's up, buttercup?" He smiled.

"Where's Kel?" I asked.

He just shrugged, "I haven't seen him since yesterday."

My face fell and I hid it in my hands.

"I screwed it all up." I mumbled.

"What happened?" He asked.

I looked up to face him.

"Well, at the hockey game last night... There was a kiss cam. And, Kellin and I were on it, and he was about to kiss me when Kyle kissed me instead. And, I guess I kissed him back. But, I swear I didn't mean to. I thought it was Kellin at first... I just... I feel like it's all my fault."

"How is it your fault? Kyle kissed you. You didn't mean to kiss him back, Cassie. You just need to explain that to him." Jesse said.

"I mean, what if I would have slapped Kyle and stormed off? Or, I pushed him away? I bet Kellin wouldn't have run away like he did." I said, tears on the verge of escaping my eyes.

"Cassie, I doubt that would do any difference. Kellin would still be pissed that Kyle kissed you."

"But... I'm pretty sure that he's pissed at me for kissing him back, Jesse." I said, looking to his eyes, but my vision was getting blurry.