Secrecy

Chapter 25:

I woke up the next morning the same way I had been for the last few nights; with heavy breathing and a sweaty forehead as a backlash for my dreams. After having met Axel's eyes again, my nightmares had gotten worse. Letting out a deep breath I decided to get up and begin getting ready to go over to Axel's house since I had said I was yesterday.

A while later I found myself standing once again in front of his door but today I was staring at a shirtless Grant who had opened the door. He rubbed his eyes and lazily looked at me.  "Oh hey pretty belle come on inside." He muttered taking a step back. I gulped but entered.

"I brought donuts. Uh where's Axel?" I asked seeing no sign of Axel.

"Oh he went out an hour ago." He answered glancing over at me.

I frowned again. "Did he forget I was coming?"

Grant shook his head. "No he said he'll be back soon, but he if isn't here when you get here, then we can start breakfast without him."

I nodded. "Oh okay, I'll just wait for him a bit, I'm still not hungry." I said then began glancing around. This was probably my fourth time here but I still hadn't accustomed myself to this place.

"Where's your room?" I asked Grant who was taking a bite of a doughnut.

"The last door all the way at the end." He said pointing with his chin.

"Do you mind if I check it out?" I decided to ask as I began making my way towards his room.

He shrugged but gave a small smile. "Of course pretty belle."

I stopped mid track and gulped. This idiot. Nevertheless I continued and entered his room.

It wasn't huge but he still took up the space with elegant furniture. I don't know why but it surprised me, it was really grunge looking.

I turned around to compliment him but was met with a broad chest. Immediately I looked up at Grant with surprise.

"You know I've been thinking of you a lot recently?" He softly said as he looked down at me.

"Oh really? I haven't." I managed to say but I could feel myself begin to heat up.

"Really?"

I stood silent for a second. "No." I whispered as I gulped. I wanted him.

His hand then wrapped around me, pushing me against him. With a soft sigh, I brought my hand up gently resting it on his naked chest then circling up to his neck. I was about to kiss him when he suddenly pulled back a bit.

"We can't." He breathed out.

"No one will know."

He smirked. "So what does that make us? Fuck buddies or friends with benefits?"

I rolled my eyes. "Just shut up and kiss me." I whispered looking down at his lips.

His lips then immediately pressed against mine, kissing me so ruthlessly like he had been longing for me as much as I had. His hands sliding down my back, feeling my whole body and pressing me even closer to him. 

But I suddenly let go and pressed my forehead against his naked shoulder, I was beginning to feel a bit nauseous.

"What's wrong?" Grant asked.