Dating Ice [editing]

[chap 2] *

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Picture: Aya Lorine Soriano

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[Aya]

*untog sa pader*

*untog sa pader*

I've been doing this since this morning. Wala akong pakialam kung mabagok ang ulo ko-I just want to forget about what happened yesterday.

Like, bumping my head into the wall would change the fact that I just lost my first kiss.

Sumandal ako sa pader. I'm a hopeless case. I just lost my first kiss to an arrogant womanizer.

How great is that.

Eventhough, I'm this cold-hearted-I still believe in love. I still believe that there's a prince that will come into my life and save me from my misery.

Bumalik ako sa banyo at nagtoothbrush uli. Thinking about it gives me goosebumps all over.

Baka mahawaan ako ng virus ni Zeke. My eyes grew wide in terror.

I shook my head. I have to stop thinking about it. Last night, hindi na ako pinatulog niyan. I looked at myself in the mirror. I look like a zombie dahil sa eye bags ko.

I held my lips. The way Zeke looked at my eyes flashed in my mind. He looked so seductive and sexy at the same time.

I don't like where this is going. Umalis agad ako sa harapan ng salamin. I sighed to myself, Why am I so affected?

It was just a kiss anyway-that doesn't mean that he already took my virginity. I'm over-reacting.

"Aya anak?" My mom entered my room. Umuwi ako sa bahay namin kasi namimiss ko na rin matulog dito. Namimiss ko yung may mga tao sa paligid ko.

I live in a condo unit by myself because this house just brings me bad memories, but i make sure na umuwi once in a while dahil kahit bad memories, parang feeling ko kasama ko pa rin ang daddy ko. I miss him a lot. 

"anak, gusto mo bang kumain?" She sat beside me.

I raised a brow. How could it be so easy for her? Parang wala lang sa kanya lahat ng nangyayari.

She looks like she have moved on already. Have she been seeing someone?

"Just leave" i said in a cold tone. Isa pa to sa mga dahilan kung bakit ayaw ko umuwi eh, i hate seeing her. Hindi ko kayang makasama siya ng matagal. Kinamumuhian ko siya, i hate her.

"Aya-" she sighed then gave me a weak smile. Nagpapaawa ba siya? Seriously, it's not effective. Mas lalo akong nagagalit sa ginagawa niya.

She'll never make it up to me.

"okay anak, i'm sorry" Then umalis na siya sa kwarto ko. 

Mas mabuti pang siya na lang yung lumayas kesa sa daddy ko.

*PAK*

"Lumayas ka! at wag na wag kang magpapakita sa amin ni Aya!" She looks so angry, Kitang- kita sa mga mata niya. 

Di ko naiintindihan kung anong nagawa ni dad para magalit siya nang ganyan. 'Di ba nila pwedeng  pag-usapan nalang?

"Dad!!! *sobs* huwag mo kong iwan."