Don't Listen to Your Heart

Bring Back the Memories

"Don't you think it's getting rough?" James asks with his heavy accelarate breath, moving on the top of me. I soon smile, letting out a soft chuckle.

"I like it rough. Will you tear me apart now?" I smirk, I can see his expression going from surprised to excited and turned on, even more than he was till now.

"Oh, juicy" he moans, smirking back down at me.

"Sasha?" a voice asks from outside the door, I roll my eyes.

"I'm busy! Come back later whoever you are!" I yell, pulling James back on my body.

"It's John, John Lowe. It's pretty urgent, can I come in please?" he insists.

"Ugh. Give me 5 minutes!" I yell again, dropping my head on my pillow,

"Don't you think you escaped from me, ma'am" James seductively whispers against my neck,

"Why would I think that, sir" I whispers back with a soft laugh.

It took me exactly 5 minutes to pull myself out of my warm and comfortable bed, out of James' comfy and soft arms. I hate it when people can't wait to talk about things, it almost looks like they always choose the worst moment ever to knock and make us stop doing what we're doing.

"What's up?" I ask, opening the door a little.

"I'm sorry if I interrupted you but, since that day, when you recognized Holden, I just can't sleep or eat or do literally anything. Can you please tell me everything you know about him?"

"I don't know that much to actually have a conversation about" I admit,

"Please" he begs, I sigh and roll my eyes.

"Okay, come in. Sorry if it's kinda messy, you know, I was pretty busy" I say, referring to clothes, socks and shoes laying on the floor. I take a quick glance in the bathroom, James' gone. I hate it when it happens.

"So, when have you seen him the last time?" John starts, grabbing his probably favorite notebook and a pen in his hands.

"I don't know, a couple of years ago?"

"When exactly? Where was he and with whom?"

"It was a school garden for what I remember, maybe it was an outside little trip or something"

"What was the school's name?"

"Uhm, Wonderland Elementary School? In Northridge. I guess they closed it by now though, the facility wasn't really tough enough"

"That's right. He attended that school for only one year, he was meant to start a new school in September. But I haven't see him since that summer"

I stare at him for a while, feeling an odd feeling growing in my chest. I got the school's name right, how is that even possible. I suddenly have a short flashback of a few years back. I was indeed walking by that school and I have seen him, Holden. Only, I had no idea who he was or what his name was. All I remember is smiling down at him, as a 16 years old girl would. With only joy and happy eyes, until he smiled back at me.