Temptation: Nate Maloley Fanfiction

Chapter 31

"I believe you owe me an explanation of what I saw?" Nates voice was stern but I was glad to hear it again. Regardless, my cheeks burned a scarlet red.
"Well... I thought it was gonna be forever. I thought I was trapped with him forever and there was no way out I panicked I tried running away but there was no where to go I started to feel claustrophobic but there was no way out and I began feeling really lonely..." my words spilled from my mouth like an overflowing sink then they suddenly ran out. There was nothing to explain.
"Nate?" I ask. Silence. I look at him to see a tiredness in his eyes. Almost like he'd come all this way and finally given up on me. The thought made my eyes flush with tears but suddenly the sadness turned into anger.
"I deserve an explanation too" I said shortly, throwing myself back into the seat.
"Okay here's this for an explanation: I broke out of Johnson's grandmas house in Michigan and stole a mother fucking car just to come rescue you from the tower to see you in Gilinsky's god damn bed!"
His voice cracked and I knew he was hurt. But that didn't make me feel any remorse; instead my anger increased. Now he's putting the blame on me.
"What was i supposed to do?!" I yelled. "I thought you left me for good!"
"Well its good to know old habits die hard!" He returned. The words stung my eyes. It felt as if a knife had stabbed me right in the stomach.
"Stop the car." I said evenly.
"What?" He asked and I tried to keep my composition.
"Stop the car." As he did, I didn't hesitate to grab my things and start walking in the opposite direction.
"What you're just gonna walk back to Gilinsky's place ma?"
"Yes" I said shortly, wiping a tear from my face.
"Come on I didn't mean it. I'm sorry."
"Bullshit!" I scream. "Bullshit! You know damn well there was truth behind that!"
"Ma I'm sorry." He insisted.
"I don't want to hear it" I replied. I continued walking, knowing he was following me but not caring.
"You know, we didn't fuck." I say turning around again.
"What?" He asked, thrown off by my sudden comment.
"We didn't.... I just wanted someone's arms around me again. I wanted to feel wanted. I just... I don't know. I missed you."
"Oh my god" he said, turning the engine off. He climbed out of the car and wrapped his arms around me, but I pushed him off, still feeling betrayal.
"Look. I know your upset lil mama and you have a right to be. I shouldn't have said that. Jealousy spoke before reason did and it was my mistake. You don't have to forgive me, but please, get back in the car and let me take you to New York like I promised."
I gave hesitation, then gave up. Sighing, I got back in the car and buckled my seatbelt.
"Where to?" I ask.
"I think I know where Briley and Sammy are" he said, turning the car back on.
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