What will I do? A bbrae fanfiction | ✔️ |

Chapter 9: Worse Than I Had Imagined

Raven's POV:

That next morning, I woke up to a note on my door from Robin, Starfire, and Cyborg. They said that they were all going to run errands, then catch a movie. Great, I'm all alone with Beast Boy. I was worried about him, now that I had known Trigon was up to something. I had to apologize but I had been doing that too much to him lately, and this time I don't think he will forgive me. He said he will always forgive me, but I didn't know anymore. I walked up to the couch and sat next to him.
"Beast Boy, I'm sorry. I flipped out because Terra made it seem like you love her, but I know you don't. I lost my temper, and I'm sorry. Turns out Trigon said that I had helped him with killing you, and I don't want that to happen, Garfield..." My voice broke. I was crying, waiting for him to put his hand on my shoulder, call me 'mama', make me laugh, and tell me everything's okay, but nothing happened. This was worse than I had Imagined.

Beast Boy's POV

I couldn't believe her apology. She had taken it too far, and then thought I could easily forgive her. Wow.
"Sorry doesn't fix everything." I said.
"But Beast Boy, I helped Trigon in a plan to kill you." She cried.
"He can kill me if he wants. If I can't live happily with you, why live. You are my love, Raven, not Terra, not anyone else. Terra lied to you, and you flipped out. You hurt me, physically, and mentally. You said we were over, now I'm pissed off at the world." I said. I started to cry, now. "Rae, I didn't want to lose you like this. I never loved Terra more than I ever loved you. I only liked Terra for like a week, but that was forever ago when that happened, then I realized how annoying she was. Raven, please believe me. I, I, I'm sorry." I said. I broke down, after I said that. I wanted to scream at her, and hit her like she did to me, but I didn't. I rolled up my sleeve and showed her the huge scratch marks she left on my arm.
"Beast Boy, I'm so sorry. I don't know what more to say, now that I know that I literally hurt you, I'm even more sorry. Please forgive me." She cried. Guilt burned in my stomach. I knew I had to forgive her. She started to say something else, but I grabbed her, then kissed her. It was a long, passionate kiss that seemed to mend our relationship. I removed my lips from hers, and looked straight into her eyes.
"I guess I can forgive you now, Rae." I said and hugged her.
"So we're back together?" She asked.
"If you want to be." I answered. She nodded.
"But what about Trigon?" She asked.
"Hey, don't worry about him." I said. I didn't care about my well being,I'm just wanted to make Raven feel safe, and know that I am, even though I know that Trigon will kill me, soon.