Unexplainable (PTV fanfiction)

Planning and Partying

Alex POV

I left because I wasn't feeling well. Did I rest? No. Why? Halloween. I went through my plans and edit some. I know it's just a Halloween party but I go all out like I bought some stuff on August and September. I took off my bracelets because I get distracted by them and put on more comfortable clothes.

I liked Halloween because it was the only holiday that you can be whatever you want to me and you won't get judge. Also because it was the only holiday that my family, not the outside family like aunts uncle, celebrated every year like we wouldn't miss it and if we did then that was rarely rare.

All night, I planned and edit, I did a youtube video at 2 am. I went to bed around 4, literally the story of my life.

*next day*

I woke up in my floor and my body ached. The doorbell ranged and it was Vic, I forgot he had to help me. "It's too early for this shit, come back later." I yelled from my living room. I really should stop going to sleep at 4 in the morning.

"It's 2" Vic said.

"2 am" I was still half asleep.

"More like 2 pm" he said trying to be a smart ass.

I had sleepy eyes when I opened the door. I went to go brush my teeth and face. Just now I realized that I was in my bra and boxers, that I stoked from Turtle a long time ago. "You can look through these papers to see how I planned it." I handed him the papers.

"What is that?" he pointed to something in the papers. I couldn't see it, so I got close.

"I don't know maybe I accidentally put it there. Can you tell me all the people that you are going to inivite."

"Sleeping with Sirens, All Time Low, Panic! At the Disco and Paramore and other close friends." I wrote all the names down.

"Who else?" I said bitinv my pen.

"You should put on a shirt" he said.

"It's okay, you have a girlfriend just kidding. I will." I grabbed a shirt.

"Alex" he said.

"Yeah" I said putting on my shirt.

"You have another burn mark on your side."

"What?" Nothing gets pass him. "Yeah I probably got it from somewhere."

"It's okay" he hugged me.

"I know, I'm going to tell you the truth but you need to listen." I sat him down "I am depressed and I self-harm, is that what you want to here?" I sat on the floor.

"I don't want to hear that, that is not a good thing" he sat on the floor with me.

"Don't worry I'm seeing a therapist" I was staring at the floor. Why did I tell him this? I didn't want him to know. He is probably thinking wow this chick is crazy. "I know you get the same thing when you go to concerts and stuff."

"You know it gets better." Vic looked at me and put his hands on my shoulders.

"Forget it, forget what I said just please... anyways we need to plan the party." I sat on the bed. I felt bad because he was trying to comfort me but I was rude. If he got closer, I'm afraid of getting to close to him. He is dating Gigi so I should back off. "I'm sorry, I don't feel comfortable talking about it, well at least not now."

"Its okay and remember you can talk to me." Vic sat next to me on the bed. There was a silence and we were staring into each other's eyes. I was staring each his brown eyes and his eyes were so beautiful that I could get lost in them. I just wanted to kiss him, but I couldn't.