Unexplainable (PTV fanfiction)

I Think About My Life Without You & I Start to Cry

Alex POV

I woke up next to someone by as far I could tell. I didn't even know that I fell asleep. I looked at my surroundings and an arm was wrapped around me. I turned to see who it was and I couldn't believe my eyes. I quickly got on top of Vic and started to kiss him. I knew he was awake when he bought me closer to him. "I missed you so much" I said.

"I missed you like crazy" he says looking at me.

"You're such a dick. Why didn't you wake me up?" I asked him.

"Because you seemed so cute sleeping and I knew you wanted to surprise me so I returned the favor" he winked. I just kiss him and the feeling that I've missed returned again but this time strong. My hands tangled in his hair as he places his hands on my butt.

"I love you" I said separating our lips.

"I love you" he says. "I miss you."

"I miss you more" I said. I rested my head on his chest and my body curved so I was on my side as he held me close to him.

"Impossible" I said.

"Impossible is you loving me more than I do, missing me more than I do, wanting me more than I do, caring about me more than I because that's just impossible." He pauses for a second. He gets up, "I want to look you in the eyes as I say this." I got up and faced him. He grabbed my hands and cleared his throat.

"Alex, I'm crazy in love with you and I can't imagine a world without you. I can't imagine myself loving someone that's not you because I love you and I like you. My love for you is bulletproof. It's impossible for you to love me more than I do. I know this sounds so fucking cliché but I mean every single word. Every single word, every single moment that we shared, every heart-break that we went through, every small detail that was boring to crazy fun was all worth living it because Alex I do love you and I just want the world to freeze so we can have more time. I know we're young and that people would say that we don't know anything about love but I don't care. I don't care about your flaws and I love your flaws and every single detail about you. For example, how you get disgusted by the word, moist, you are mean but nice at the same time, sarcastic, you don't give a fuck, you dye your hair different colors, and I can go on. I fell for your mind before I knew your body." He touches the bracelet and smiles. "I love how you never took off your bracelet even after when I fucked up real bad. Alex you're my soulmate and I know this now. Alex, I love you with my heart and mind."

That whole speech had me in tears. He makes me feel so special in a way that I can't explain. I wiped my tears. He took something out of his drawer and held it in front of me. He opened the box and there was a necklace, he took it out and grabbed my hand. My hands got shaky from my nerves gaining control. "I'm promising you that I'll try to make you happy and I might fuck up at times. I promise forever. When I'm old and I forget things easily, I'll never forget about you. I love you with my heart and mind forever. So Alexandra Romeo would you marry me someday." he said smiling and I nod.

 I couldn't speak, he is the most amazing person ever. He put the necklace around me that says 'someday' and I kiss him when he faced me again. He leaned back so I was on top of him. I grabbed his face and kissed him like I've never kissed him before. He had one hand on the middle of my back and the other on my thigh. He bit a little on my bottom lip which caused me to moan. He took that chance to explore my mouth with his tongue.

I tugged on his shirt and with his help, his shirt came off. I released from the kiss to take my shirt off too. I kissed him on the cheeks which lead me to making kiss trail. I kissed his neck and sucked on his soft skin. He let out a little moan and I smiled by his reaction. I went back to his lips and moved my hips around against his growing bulge. I look at him and smirk. He looks at me with a confused expression and I get off him and run out of the run.