Shadows Of My Heart

Angels Prayer

Pain and anger,

Sadness and lonliness,

These are my constant feelings,

I am always alone in my personal hell,

Shouted at,

Hit,

Slapped,

Left all alone but surrounded by people,

I go to my safe place,

A place of darkness and serenity,

I take my friend with me there,

Her cold sharpness is comfort,

My only friend is my knife,

Sharp, cold and unfeeling,

Just like me,

I drag the knife across my wrist,

And wach my life's blood seep out,

Faster and faster he blood pours out,

And slower and slower my sight goes black,

My heart beat slows,

As I lay on the floor,

My blood has all dried up,

I am in a new safe place,

A place of calm and peacefulness,

I am in Heaven watching over you,

Makin sure you never go through what I ha to,

I hope you live a long happy life,

Something I didn't have,

Goodbye and Good Luck,

You will need it s he wol is a cruel place,

But know that you are not alone,

That is something I didn't know,

And I paid the price with my life.