finding my way

"So what's got you so upset?" Rosie ask ,taking a sip of her tea. I never told her wat the note said afraid I might start crying again if I read it out loud, "well.." I tell her everything from bowling to the note, and was about to start crying again when I herd a voice call my name but not just any voice it was Emily. "Hello, Emily" said Rosie finding her voice before me, "hey..um who are you I'm not very good with names of people I don't really care about" she says laughing . "Her names Rosie and we were just leavening" I say standing up, "no we aren't we got here first and I'm going to finish my burger and Emily is going to leave us alone" Rosie states taking a bite of her food "that's fine I have to go meet Jason for a date anyways.."she looks right at me and says "we were going to have dinner last night but he said he was studying for a big test." And with that she walked away. It took it a second to sink in and when it did I thought I would cry but instead I just say there frozen I just kept on hearing it 'Jason was studying last night' no he wasn't he was with me why did he lie about being with me...? And then I understood then it made since. I embarrass him he's ashamed to know me..and it was right then I decided I'm gonna show him how much he needs me , I'm going to ignore him.