June 2nd

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Dear Diary,

11:45 pm

         I am bored out of my mind! The boys basically ditched me on the stupid bus. GRRR! I really don’t wanna do!!! What could I do on a famous boy bands tour bus all by myself… Thehehe I am gonna go snooping!! I am a bit scared to look through Harry’s bunk. I know he loves Jenna but Harry is still the most perverted person I have ever met. Louis is a really messy person so I doubt I will be able to find anything. Any who I will document everything I find.

2:30pm

         Remember when I told you that Louis asked me if my parents did the same thing to our younger sisters? Well he didn’t mean what I thought he meant. I thought he meant basically ship me off to my twin brother but NOOOOOOO he meant deem their child as a mental patient. They never expected me to come back home. While looking through Louis closet bunk thingy I found a folder that had my name on it. At first I didn’t think much of it because I thought it was a remembrance thing but then I also found a letter from my parents. I would put a little snip-it in but I don’t really want to even think about that stupid letter. Anyways the reason Louis invited me to come visit him and his band is because my parents were in the process of getting the state to deem me a legit metal patient and he wanted me put of that type of situation. I feel like I should be mad at him for not telling me but I can’t. If it weren’t for him I would probably be in some metal hospital. UGH why does my life have to be so complicated! ALL I REALLY WANT TO DO IS DIE!!! Not literally but metaphorically. I am going to do what I do best… lock myself in a room.

9:15 pm

The boys came home not long ago and after seeing the disaster zone I left for them weren’t too happy. Luckily or maybe unluckily Louis found the letter and told the boys to leave me alone. Sadly Niall won’t let us and is begging me to let him in. I feel a bit guilty for not letting him in but I don’t really want to talk to anyone. UGH I hate my life sometimes. MEH

Night Diary I LOVE YOU

Stacy

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