Killjoys make some noise!

I Don't want to hurt

"I just want to sleep" I said walking to the bed but he stood up and stood in front of me. I felt so tired I didn't want to argue.

"I Need to speak to you"

"About what"

"Look, I don't care what you say... But I'm not going to let you go to the war because you'll get yourself killed" He lifted his hand to my cheek.

"Why do you even care!?"

"You know why, and you care as well but you're afraid" I stared at him for a second before letting a tear slide down my cheek.

"When this is all over it's not like I'll see you again" I murmured

"Why do you say things like this? I want you to be in my new life after this is all over"

"Well I Don't want you to be in mine" I lied

"Stop lying to yourself Sophie! It's only hurting both you and me!"

"It's Toxic tears"

"Well I wonder How you got that name" How dare he.

"I'm going to sleep" I said through my gritted teeth

"Don't try and avoid the situation" He said watching me lay on the bed.

"I'm just tired" I Muttered and pulled on my trousers with my bad arm and stopped as I felt too much pain in my shoulder. Gerard ran up to me pulling my trousers off. "Get off me" I moaned at him holding my shoulder.

"You're not going to war injured, Especially if you can't take your trousers off" He said seriously, gently pushing me down onto the bed.

"I don't understand, you're sad and angry at me one moment and then the next you're helping Me!?" I said studying his face.

"I love you, I have to care" He smiled gently leaning down and kissing my lips. I felt another tear fall down my face. "Don't be afraid to love me" Gerard said pulling away wiping the tear. "I know you're trying not to love me but it only hurt's"

"I Don't want to hurt" I whispered, he smiled and leaned down to kiss me again, this time I kissed back not caring about what my mind was saying. I was going with my heart and it felt good. He pulled away and walked to his side of the bed, he put his arm around me and cuddled me gently.

"Feels good doesn't it?" He asked, I nodded.

"Gerard... If you have spare rooms why did me and my friends have to share?" He looked at me with a guilty expression on his face and quickly changed the subject.

"I Thought you was tired?" I laughed and put my head on his chest, might as well love whilst I'm still alive.

"I.. I love you Gerard" I smiled when I said that.

"And I love you too Sophie" I felt him kiss my head and I closed my eyes, Now I know that If I die in the war... I'll remember this and die happy.