This Is My Story.

I'm Getting Over You.

5/12/15

My heart doesn't skip a beat, and my stomach doesn't flip every time you text me anymore.. But I do feel like I'm losing oxygen, I'm not sure how to explain, it's like I have to take a deep breath to let air fill my lungs so I can breath properly again.

I don't feel the need to reply straight away anymore, because you never did.

I'm getting over you.
I know this much is true, I know that I can talk to you, I can look at you and smile, I can be friends with you.
Because I don't love you like I used to.

You have changed, and in your eyes I probably have too, though I don't believe it.

You're not the person that I fell in love with.. But that's okay, because everyone changes.

In a way it's a good thing, because it makes it easier to be your friend.

In a way I feel free, like I'm not trapped.
I don't have the pressures of making you happy.
Because it was never my job to make you feel happy, but I felt like it was.

I don't have to say good morning or goodnight to you every morning.. It doesn't bother me like it used to.

I used to get anxious and pissed when you wouldn't say it to me.

But now, I can honestly say I don't care.

I'm getting over you, and that's okay.

Maybe I was wrong, and we're not meant to be together, maybe you were just a stepping stone in my life, someone to stop me from feeling lonely.

Or maybe we are supposed to be together, but our timing is off.

I guess we don't know what the future holds.

But I know right now, I'm getting over you, and I'm going to be okay.