This Is My Story.

Beauties.

21/02/15

I Am a mess right now.

Oh wow check me out stealing Ed Sheeran's lyrics.

No but seriously i am a complete and utter mess, can't remember the last time i cried like this and felt so insecure, it has been a very long time.

But today hasn't exactly gone how i had planned it, well not that i planned it in anyway particular, but it is mine and my girlfriend's one year anniversary, so i didn't exactly expect us to have an argument, not that it's a surprise really, it's like a tradition for us to argue on our date, why should i have expected anything different?

But that's not why i am inspired to write this.

This is being written for three very amazing people in my life, all of which live in the UK, fucking shocker, most people i talk to live a million miles away, however i still haven't met any of them yet, but hopefully that is going to change this year, because i want to be able to hug them, especially after tonight.

When you ask someone why they love you and think you're this amazing person, when you yourself feel terrible and don't feel like you are, i hope you get the same response that i just did, because these girls know how to put a smile on your face, even if they make you shed a few tears first.

I Have never met these girls, but they are still better friends than any of my actual real friends, who i don't even class as friends anymore, they are just strangers with memories.

But these girls, yeah i have a feeling they are going to be around for a long time, i mean i kind of won't let them leave, they are my little prisoners, they're stuck with me for life.

The last time i had a best friend i was in primary school, and i am still close with her, but i wouldn't class her as my best friend.. these three have definitely taken her place.

They own number one in my heart, even over my family, they are like my babies, because i feel the need to protect and cherish them.

It's not often that i am cute with them, at least i hope not, i try to be a bitch as much as possible so they don't see my soft side, but i have let it slip a few times, and i definitely have now with writing this.

But honestly, i love you three so much you have no idea how much you three truly do mean to me, and i am glad that you are all still around and decided not to leave, because i don't know what i would have done tonight if i didn't have you three to build me back up again into a total bitch.

And if you ever try to leave me, i will find you, and i will handcuff you to me so you can't ever leave.

I Love You Beauties.

You Know Who You Are. <3

#SquadGoals

P.S. I AM PIKACHU