Meeting the Gangleader

Chapter 30

*Brittany's P.O.V*

I stood there shell shocked.

I just shot a man.

My knees suddenly go weak and give out, and I block everything out.

Someone was yelling at me but I don't have the energy to look at who it was.

I stared at Michael's lifeless body, and I felt the world crashing down around me.

I didn't deserve to live.

I just took another mans life.

My whole body went numb, and all I could think about was how I just killed him.

You are worthless. You are a cold blooded killer.

My vision blurred and hot tears streamed down my face.

You are no better than your parents.

I have always told myself I was different.

That everything would get better.

That I would be ok.

My parent's have always been right.

How can I ever be ok knowing I just killed someone?

Karly would be better without me.

She can stay with Adam.

She will finish school, and go to college, find a nice job and start a life with an amazing guy.

She doesn't need me.

Adam would be fine as well.

He will just move on to a new girl.

A girl that's prettier, and isn't a cold blooded killer.

He probably doesn't even want me around him anymore.

He probably hates me.

Everyone hates me.

No one cares about me.

Not even Rebecca and Alice cared about me.

I blink the tears away and look down at my hands.

I'm still holding the gun.

You're worthless.

You don't deserve to live.

I shakily bring the gun up to my head.

I look up to see Adam running towards me.

"I love you, Adam." I say, and then I pull the trigger.

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This is edited and fixed.

I cried like a bitch writing this.

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