Truth or Dare

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So my friends and I have started a truth it dare game we have special rules for this though.

1. You have to pick truth or dare (duh)
2. Each truth or dare can be up to 30 point depending on how bad or embarrassing it is
3. Someone can take your dare for you but if they do, they get the points you would have gotten and you lose half the points the dare was originally worth
4. Who ever gets to 100 points first wins

Yeah our game is a lot more intense than most but I guess we'll have to see how it goes. Some of the dare I've gotten are pretty far out of my comfort zone but I guess that's the whole point of it, but I'm kind of scared cause I'm not sure what's coming. Becca has gotten some really bad ones, sorry Becca, but mine may get worse over time so I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

I've got a bunch of tests and finals and it's actually starting to stress me out. I feel like I won't have enough time to study, because if I fail one of these I'm in trouble, because this time out 6 weeks is really only 5 weeks so I really won't have time to make it up.

Our holiday your is Friday and I'M SO EXCITED. Just a day were I get to spend time with my friends, WITHOUT actually having to sit in desk learning about something. And I get to see my little brothers face as he sits there singing, I just can't wait.

So today I realized that I made a theory and if I'm honest, I was very wrong about it. And there is this weird thing that goes on, when ever I'm wrong, I never stop thinking about how wrong I was and how I wished I never brought it up. I'm always embarrassed when I'm wrong, I don't know why, but I feel like when sometimes I'm pretty confident about something and try so hard to make a good point to prove I'm right and then realize later I'm wrong, it's just embarrassing and I feel like I'm the only person who does that. Because I've been told this and I know I'm pretty stubborn, I have a hard time letting people opinions come over mine (even if they're right) and will usually do anything to prove a point. I'm still thinking about how wrong I was and probably won't get over it for 2 weeks, and it was over something pretty stupid that to me now doesn't really make much sense. I still think about wrong decisions I made in 3rd-5th grade, THAT WAS ALMOST 3 YEARS AGO. I hate when people bring up my mistakes, I wish I could control my temper a little bit better, because sometimes when I'm trying to prove a point, or try to show that I'm right, I will get over excited and sometimes angry. It's a big problem I have especially if I lose a fight, or get something wrong, even if it's over something stupid, because my brain just won't let me get over it and I just dwell on it.

Yep so that's it for today so peace.
~Kayla

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