Words I Never Said (Luke korns fanfic)

Chapter 27

Madelyn's POV

Luke leaves later that night and I close my laptop and sit it on a table that is beside my hospital bed, I sigh deeply and put my head into my hands. I refuse to do that duet with anyone else, I mean he's like the worst dancer ever, but it was fun with him. He makes sure to never drop me on purpose, we work good together and we could've pulled off that duet just fine, I get things come up, I do hope his grandpa is okay. I should call his mom and tell her her parents are in my prayers and thoughts, I'll do that in the morning. I roll onto my side and fall asleep thinking about all the things I need to do when I get released out of the hospital tomorrow. I really have to get into the studio and put some extra hours in to fix up my solo. I also imagine I have tons of homework to get caught up, although Kirby did bring me some to get done while I've been bored. Before I know it I'm fast asleep.

Luke's POV

As I'm driving back to the dorm's I feel a pain of guilt hit me. I lied to her face. God Luke you're a idiot. I try focusing on the road but it's really hard when all of these thoughts are inside my head, voices, voices that you just want to punch out. But you can't. I stop at a stop sign and look both ways and then turn into the dorm's parking lot. I walk inside the building and to my dorm I go. Right as soon as I walk in, I grab my suitcases and start packing things in it, I have a flight first thing in the morning so I don't want to worry about packing straight in the morning. I throw random things in the bag and then I zip it up and sit it on the extra bed that's in room. I climb into my bed and turn off the lights, falling fast to sleep.

Madelyn's POV

**the next morning**

Me and Kirby and Jenny walk out of the hospital and to kirby's car.

"So your sure your up to come back home?" Jenny winks and I nod laughing

"More than ready" I say and buckle my seat belt as do they. Kirby starts to drive and I take out my phone and text Luke telling him to have a safe drive and to text me when he arrives. I put my head back and enjoy looking out the window at all the familiar buildings pass and all the people walking around the town. It's so nice to be out and into the world again, but at the same time it was nice to escape and not have a care about anything in the world. We end up stopping by Starbucks and the mall to just be girls together and just be together in general, at the mall Kirby buys some stuff but I tell myself I need to be saving money and I end up only buying pizza to take with me and coffee from Starbucks of course. Once we officially arrive back at the dorm's without any further distractions, I walk into the familiar room, I look around and smile wide and flop into my bed

"I'm backkkkkk" I squeal and Kirby and Jenny laugh at me, I sit up and look around the room and frown at the mess

"I see you failed to keep it clean though" I laugh slightly at Jenny

"Oh yeah, about that" she grins and I roll my eyes

"Okay well I don't know about you guys but I really need to go put in time at the studio" I say standing up off of the bed and take some dance clothes out of my wardrobe and then grab my dance bag and stuff my dance clothing into the bag

"Just don't take it to hard ok? They aren't expecting much out of you yet, you need to take it easy" Kirby tells me

"Yeah yeah yeah mom" I say laughing and grab my phone and keys and then slip some shoes on and pull my hair back into a bun

"I'm serious though, don't overdo it please" Kirby says and Jenny agreed with her.

"Fine, I won't. I'll take it easy" I tell them and then leave the room.

I walk down the hallway and smile at some people who notice I'm back and greet me. Once I make it into the studio I realize I forgot a water bottle so I grab a water from the machine and then sit my bag down, I walk into the bathroom and change into my dance clothes and then go into the dance room and start stretching out, after I'm fairly stretched out I plug in my phone and start to play my solo music, I just go through the motions at first and then the next time I do it 25%, the next time 50% , I want to push myself to 100% but I know that isn't healthy right now, I watch my body angels, arms, feet, everything I can possibly see, in the mirror as I do steps, I make sure to stop myself and correct the wrong things I see. I take a sip of my water as I scroll through the music on my phone, me and Luke's duet song comes on as my music is on shuffle, I sigh and listen to it for a few seconds and then start to do my part. Even though Luke is missing from it, it feels good, to just be back dancing, letting go and letting free. I sit on the ground in front of the mirror, the same place I passed out, and i look at myself in the mirror. The begging of the school year I would've never guessed this is where I'd end up being. Summer break will be coming up soon, as will finals. Me and Luke need to talk about our future, if he's coming back to college again next year, if we're going to see each other at all this summer. So many questions and no answers.