Words I Never Said (Luke korns fanfic)

Chapter 25

Luke's POV

"Im Madelyn" the prettiest girl I've ever seen says as I help her up from the ground.

"Luke" I smile wide at her. I'm so nervous but at the same time I feel so comfortable with her already.

"Luke. Luke wake up"

"What? Madelyn? Is she" I say sitting up fast, turns out I fell asleep in a chair in the waiting room.

"Luke it's okay, calm down" Kirby tells me rubbing my arm as I catch my breath.

"Is she .. Is she ok?" I ask looking around at all the people.

"She's made no progress yet.. You were just crying in your sleep are you okay..?" She says slowly taking her hand off of my arm

"I was? But I was having a good dream.." I frown

"What was it about?" She smiles at me, I can tell she's trying to get my mind off of Madelyn.

"It basically went back and replayed the day me and Madelyn met." I say and scratch the back of my neck

"Of course it was.." She says and I nod whipping off some of the dried tears from my eyes.

"Maybe that's why you were crying, since the dream was about her and everything" Jenny chimes in

"I guess. Didn't really think about that." I say and lay my head back and stare at the ceiling

"It's obvious you need sleep, why don't you go back to the dorms and we'll call you if she makes progress" Mikey says looking at me

"No. Mikey. I want to be here when she wakes up." I say

"Okay" he sighs.

The silence in the room starts to get unbearable. I stand up and walk into the hallway and walk around pacing back and forth.

"Get this girl into surgery now!" I hear doctors and nurses rushing around, I look around to see where all of this is coming from, they are rushing a patient into the hospital, I try to see who's being wheeled in on the cot but I can't make it out. Poor person, their girlfriend or boyfriend must be feeling this same exact pain. It's scary and a horrible feeling. I walk into the gift shop and buy a soda and some chips to keep my energy up, gotta be awake for when she's better. After I buy them I walk back into the waiting room and look at all of the depressed waiting people. So much depression in one room. I take a seat again and put my headphones Into my ears and then I turn on Pandora. I listen to the uplifting music and eat one chip after another. Every few minutes I'll see a nurse walk past the doors and I'll tug out an earbud to make sure they don't come this way to announce what's going on with Madelyn.

Hours

And

Hours,

Go

By

And Nothing happens.

Finally I notice a nurse walk in with a clipboard and as she looks down at her clipboard she says the name I've been waiting for. The beautiful name that starts with a M and ends with a N. Madelyn. I stand up quickly, as does madelyns mom. The rest of the group who is waiting for Madelyn all turn to look at the nurse.

"Madelyn is stable. Right now she is sleeping. She will be tired for a while with all of this medicine we have her currently on, but she should be perfectly fine, we couldn't spot what happened but we figure it was just stress. Although she has been self harming, her whole stomach area and arms and legs are cut up" the part about the self harm she whispers to only me and her mother.

"What?" Her mom says turning to me

"Did you have any idea?" She asks me and I shake my head right away. I can't believe I didn't notice.

"So could it maybe been lose of blood that made her pass out?" I ask the question that has been killing me.

"No. The cuts look older, not recent." The nurse tells me and I sigh kind of relieved in a way. At least I know maybe I made her stop cutting. But then again I could've also been the reason she started cutting in the first place.

"So when can we see her?" My mom asks.

"Right now until she gets a little better it's only family that is aloud in. Since I'm guessing you are her mother, you are aloud to go in at anytime starting now, we just don't want you to wake her." The nurse says the words and they hit me like a loaded gun. I'm not aloud to see her. I've spent all of this time and I'm not even aloud to see her. But that's not going to stop me. No way. I will be siting here until the day she comes out of the hospital if I have to.

"Okay thank you" we both tell the nurse before the nurse leaves.

"I'm going to go back and see her. When she wakes up I'll tell her your here and are worried.." Her mom tells me and I nod slowly

"Don't tell her I'm worried. I don't want her worried" I say

"Good idea" her mom says and then leaves me with the rest of her dance team plus Kirby, Jenny and Mikey

I take a seat and take deep breathes trying to calm myself down. She's going to be okay, she's going to be okay. This is going to be.. Okay..

Madelyn's mom's POV

I walk back into my daughter's hospital room, it feels like the longest hallway ever until I read the room number that they told me my daughter is placed in. I walk in and the room is dark, everything is quiet except the sound of machines running and Others talking in the hallway. I close to door quietly and turn on a lamp to see a little better but not to bright to wake her up. I look at the bed and there is my daughter, my pride and joy, laying there pale as can be. I tear up and look away quickly to grasp myself. I take a seat beside her and gently take her hand, I look at all the IV's they have her hooked up on and then at some cuts that are showing on her arms, I sigh quietly and kiss her forehead very gently moving some hair out of her face. I feel her start to move so I back away a little to give her some space. She twists and turns and finally Wakes up.

Madelyn's POV

I wake up to see my mom sitting right beside me holding my hand gently.

"Hey" she smiles very little and softly at me

"Hey.." I say smiling small as well, I look around the room

"Where am I?" I ask trying to sit up

"don't strain yourself sweetie lay down, your in the hospital, you passed out" she tells me in a calm quiet voice

"Where's Luke?" I say with worry behind my voice

"You need to clam down.. He's in the waiting room waiting to be aloud to see you. He isn't quiet aloud yet." She tells me and I nod slowly

"Okay.." I exhale a deep breath and stare at the end of the bed. She lets go of my hand slowly and smiles at me sitting back in her chair, I smile small.

A/N

Yo sorry for lack of update, I'm really busy and stressed lately, I'm literally half asleep writing this. Anyways, I'm gonna do a quick PROMO, you all should go read artistlover7  fanfictionnnnn because it's really goooood and she deserves more reads(; okay I'll update soon