My Psycho Jock (bxb)

Chapter 2

Edward Dawson

 
      I'm terrified right now.  Ben sits in front of me on the bed and just stared at me intensely. Mark the 'just' word.

I shift my gaze outside the window. What the hell am I supposed to do?

I awkwardly twiddle my thumbs but he just sits there, his eyes roaming my body up and down. I steal a glance at him and spot the darkness that gleams in his eye.

''I'm gonna go get some water.'' I make a motion to move but he stops me.

''Don't fucking move." Ben said through gritted teeth. 

His threat were calm yet laced with a hint of malice. He knows I'm afraid of him. He's just not the Benjamin I used to know. Its like some outer space supernatural creature had skinned him alive and use it as a disguise for world domination. And the thing is, what would this creature want from me. 

''I wanna fuck you.''

My eyes widen in shock, and my mouth gapes open in disbelief. Please god, tell me I'm just hearing things.  

''What did you just say?'' 

''I said...'' Ben moves closer to me placing his hand on my thigh. ''I want to fuck you.''

I push at his chest but he catches my hand and puts my fingers into his mouth, sucking all of it sensually. Though I take it more than a little odd, I still can't help but notice how irresistible sexy he looks. I struggle to pull away as his grip on my wrist tightens and his sucking motion gets more wild. ''Ben stop! What the hell are you doing? Let me go!''

He didn't stop. This time he took both of my hands and guided them to his chest.  His eyes closed and a look of pleasure etched his features and that by some reason; aroused me. Ben shoved my hand down onto his crotch. 

I yank my hand from his grip  and face plant the floor from the force. But that didn't stop me from sprinting towards the door. I twist the doorknob but its locked. Locked from the inside? Just my luck.

''Looking for something?''

I turn around and Ben is dangling a bunch of keys in front of his face. 

''Eddie! Eddie! Eddie! Look! Look what I caught.''

''Wow...its big.''

''I know right?''

Benjamin grinned as the fish that he caught was able to impress his best friend, Edward. 

He loves him. He doesn't know what it is but momma told him its called love. If you would do anything to make that person happy or see them smile, momma said its love and being a 7 year old kid, Benjamin thought so too.

''I love you.'' He said with ease. Knowing that Edward would feel the same. Why would they be friends if Edward didn't love him?

''What is that?''Edward frowns at the new and strange word he seldom heard.

''Momma said if I like seeing you smile, its love.'' Benjamin answered with a big grin plastered across his face.

''Really?'' Edward's small, high pitched voice sounded funny yet intriguing to Benjamin. Although he had no clue what it was.

''Uhm.'' Benjamin nodded.

''Well...'' Edward shrugged and turned his attention back to the fish.

''Your not gonna say it back?'' Benjamin pouted at Edwards strange behavior.If Benjamin loves Edward then he should love him too. Maybe he doesn't know that he is supposed to say it back, Benjamin tries to assure himself.

''What should I say?''

''You should say that you love me too.''

''I don't know Ben.  It sounds kinda weird. I don't wanna say it.''

Edward scratched the back of his head. He felt something was just not right about that word. He heard mom and dad say it to each other after they smashed their faces in a really weird way. The action flashed through his mind and made him cringe.

''What? Why? Don't you love me Eddie?''

''I don't know.'' Edward shrugged.

''Don't worry Eddie, I'll make you say you love me. I promise.''

After Benjamin waved goodbye to Edward, he skipped his way home happily. When Benjamin saw a little tiny wooden house at a forest ground, he ran knowing that he was home. Benjamin always wondered why Edward's house was rocky and big while his, were small and woody. Edward also had a big TV by which they also don't have. They only had a radio. 

Momma told him that Edward's mom and dad made a lot of money so they can buy anything they want with it. Of course being a 7 year old kid, the question goes on and on. But momma answered them without a sight of exhaust.

Benjamin loved his momma and he wanted to make her smile too. Benjamin were walking to his room when he heard a scream. Afraid and terrified he walked to the door where the voice came from and was able to peek through the slightly open door.

 Momma was tied to a bed. Her hands were stretched up and she's naked. Benjamin's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He wanted to call her but something inside told him not to. 

Then, he could see papa.

'Oh he is naked too.' Benjamin thought.

Benjamin could see that Papa lifted momma's leg up high and try to put his pee pee into momma's stomach.When papa pee pee was inside, he push momma hard.

What are they doing? Benjamin was confused with the scene but kept peeking. Suddenly, papa slapped momma and then he push her, making her scream. Then he slap her and push his pee pee inside momma stomach again.Papa did it over and over again which brought a  smile to Benjamin face, because it looked funny. 

Benjamin kept looking as his papa grabbed momma's hair
and slam her head on the bed. ''Ahhh!!!'' Momma screamed.

Benjamin jumped in surprise at the scream but relaxed again after.

''Fucking bitch, fucking whore!" Papa had an angry face as he said those words. 

Is this what you do when you love someone?

Benjamin was curious about what both of them were doing. It was his first time seeing such act and a whole new world was open to him. Not being able to understand makes Benjamin as clueless as he'll ever be. After a while, Benjamin yawned and grows tired. So he walked away from the door and went to his bed to sleep.