My Psycho Jock (bxb)

Chapter 15 The Look In His Eyes

        Boy the look in his eyes. It's like thunder and lightning mixing together that I could've swear Zeus actually exist.

I look down to avoid his gaze. Suddenly, Ben choke my neck and push me backward making me stumble back forcefully. My head crashed with the wall and I let out a groan. I try to pry his hand away from my neck by scratching and hitting his arm but nothing works.

“Ben...s-stop.” I said between breath. But his grip got tighter and I was already gasping for air when his hand suddenly loose and drop to his side. I cough and try to breath again and somewhat feel like a fish out of the water. Ben still had his look towards the ground, silent, without a word.

I fidget in my stand not really knowing what to do.

“Why am I here?” I asked out of the blue. I should really slap myself for being such a  bigmouth today.

Ben snap his head upward and grin evily revealing his fine jaw and beautiful face structure. Gosh I'm such a whore.

“Still playing that game huh?”
I scrunch my face in confusion. Game? What game?

“Look Eddie. I love you okay? And this...” Ben gestured his hand around “house that you destroyed is our house. I built it for you, for us, so that we can be together.” His face softened as he said those word. Our house? This is not what you do when you want someone to move in with you.

“What about school?” I ask taking him in his own trap.

“Of course you can't go.” Ben smile lightly making him look like he lost half of his brain or gone completely. He put his hand on my waist. “You'll be in the house 24/7 because when I came home, you're always gonna be waiting for me. Just like I've always dream every single day.”

“No.” I said firmly.

“No?” Ben ask back. His eyes showed that he is really close from going crazy.

“You know that you can't keep me in this house forever right? People are gonna look. My parents, they're gonna find me and they're not gonna stop.”

Before I could say anything else, Ben hold his stomach and laughed out loud. Laughing at my statement which seems to amuse him in ways that I will never understand. Ben wipe the laughing tears from his eyes.

“Ow babe you're so funny. But still you're right. I can't keep you forever if I don't be careful so that's why I come up with a really great plan.”

“Plan? What plan? What are you talking about?”

“Well firstly, I'm gonna pretend to be clueless just like everyone and then I'm gonna be Mr.Nice guy to your mom and dad cause you know why? They can't say its me if I'm feeling sad too now can they?”

“The police! They'll find this house where ever it is!”

“Oh this house? No one even came by the road for years. Its hidden.”

I drop silent. There was nothing to say. What is there to say. Its clear that Benjamin had gone crazy and if I'm not careful around him he might just unconsciously killed me.

I look at the ground cussing at the hideous floor. Ben lightly grip my chin forcing me to meet his eyes. His face were emotionless. They held no feelings and depth of soul.

“I love you okay and baby I promise you I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. I need you to trust me Eddie and I need you to love me too. Cause baby if you don't, we might as well die together than live in this dreadful world. It doesn't mean anything to me if you're not by my side Eddie. I've waited a lifetime for you and I'm not gonna let you go even if God take away your life, you can't run away from me. Cause I'll always, always gonna be a part of you.”

“Shame.” I said.

“What?”

“Its a shame. If only I believe you but what you just said might as well be sick twisted lies coming out from a disgusting repulse monster.” I spat every word calmly.