Love Hurts (Sky)

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DON'T PLAY THE SONG YET... I WILL TELL YOU WHEN... Also when the song does start, read slowly or normal pace, and begin reading right after a lyric is over. Thank you (There is a trigger warning)

Your P.O.V
It has been a month since me and Sky last spoke. I still love him, and it hurts every second I am apart from him. He probably doesn't feel the same... not anymore. He didn't even tell me what I did. When we broke up, I decided to stay at Ross and Max's house cause they said I could. In the past few weeks, I haven't left my room. Everyone is worried for me, but I just can't get back into the world. My heart is in two. The sun shun through the blinds. I decided it was time for me to get up, to actually do something. I got out of bed and walked into the living room. "ROSS...! MAX...!" I yelled. 'I guess they are not here' I then saw a note on the table, so i picked it up and read it out loud. "You most likely won't see this cause you're in your room, but if you aren't then you are probably wondering where we are. Me and Max went to the mall for a bit with everyone, except Adam. We should be back at 9:00pm" I finished reading then my eyes got all watery from the thought of Adam. I quickly wiped them away and looked at the time. "It's only 2:14" I say. I decided it was about time to have a shower since I haven't left my room for a bit. So I went upstairs into the washroom, removed all clothing, turned on the nice steamy shower, and hopped in.

~About 15-20 minutes later~
(You may start the song now)

I stepped out of the shower and looked  at myself in the mirror. Still a complete mess. Thinking of Adam once more. I looked down and closed my eyes, tears falling from my face. I opened them and saw the razor on the sink. I picked it up and scanned it. I looked at my arm. 'This will stop the pain' I thought. Connecting the blade with my untouched skin. The sudden shock of pain shot up my arm. Blood falling into the sink in front of me. Everything will soon go away.

Come on skinny love just last the year,
Pour a little salt we were never here,
My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my.
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

My blood spilling, nothing but pain in the cuts I have made. Replacing the pain I had in my heart. 'Was doing this worth it, was scarring myself worth him, I still love you Adam, you have never left my mind' I thought.

My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my.
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

I suddenly hear a knock at the door followed by a voice. Which I think was Adams. So I quickly cleaned the blood and covered the cuts with my sleeve. I hurried to the door and opened it. Adam standing there, with a tear stained shirt, and dark red eyes, was he crying?. "(Y/N) please let me in" He says shakily. I nod slowly and move out of the way. Adam walks over to the couch and sits down. I look at him, worry and sadness filled my eyes. "Why did you leave me" I yelled.
"I saw you and Tyler together the night before we left" Adam sighed. "I can't believe you thought something happened between us..!! I would never do that to you.!" I scream, tears falling. "Tyler told me the whole story... and I'm sorry". "Apologizing just doesn't cut it". I turn around and begin to walk out of the room. But Adam grabs my arms causing me to wince in pain.

'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,
and you'll be owning all the fines'

Adam noticed, and pulled me closer. He lifted up my sleeve and saw the cuts. Tracing each of them with his finger. Tears appeared in his eyes "Why?".

Tell my love to wreck it all,
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall,
my my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my.
Right in the moment this order's tall.

"I... I couldn't take the pain anymore, I love you Adam, and you just left me."

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?

Adam pulled my sleeve down and looked into my eyes. "Adam please don't get mad, it's just-" I was suddenly interrupted by Adams lips crashing onto mine, together once more, moulding with one another's. The same sparks flew as they once did. We pulled away. Still close, taking in the warmth of each others body. "(Y/N) I still love you, I never stopped, and it hurt me when I let you go. It was the worst mistake I have ever made, and I promise to never jump to conclusions again. Please will you forgive me." I could see the pain and torture that was boiling inside of him. "Of course.... I have missed you so much" You get pulled into a hug, and Adam whispers in your ear. "And never harm yourself in any way ever again, it kills me to see you like that" I nod, and Adam kissed my forehead. I then hear clapping coming from behind us. I turn around and see the whole gang standing at the door smiling and applauding. A huge grin appears on my face. "How long have you been there" I ask. "Long enough" Ross replied. "Since you two are back together, are you finally leaving my house?" Max asked you. I chuckled and said yes. "FINALLY..!!" He yells. Everyone begins to laugh. "Hey (Y/N)" I turn to Adam. "I love you" He says. "I love you too" I moved back in with Adam, I began working at the offices with everyone. Tyler and me still talk and are pretty good friends. Everyone in my life are perfect, and are the most amazing of friends, who will always be there for me. And I thank them for that.

A/N: This was a lot more difficult to make then intended, cause I had to time all the lyrics which was really hard... BUT I FINALLY FINISHED IT AT 11:45 AT NIGHT. And no this is not the final Sky story, there will be more. I might not be able to upload tomorrow cause I don't have a story ready and I have a crap ton of homework. If I do end up updating then Yas I found time. But anyways I guess I will talk to you all later.

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