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Love Hurts (Barney)

DON'T START MUSIC JUST YET
And don't read to fast... but don't read to slow. (There is also a tiny trigger warning)
Barneys P.O.V
I haves been kicked out ofs the sky media. All because I choose the fame overs love. I know I mades the wrong choice. I wonder how (Y/N) is takings it, I feels so bad. Adam wills never allows me to see, let alone talks to her. I felts the tears forming in my eyes. "I'm so sorry" I crys out. I decided to text Adam and asks if I could speak withs (Y/N).
B- Heys... Can I talks to (Y/N)
A- Not after what you pulled today. And she went home anyways. After you left she began to cry and she ran out of the offices.

B- Looks Adam, I am so sorrys.
A- It's not me you should be apologizing to. And I am sorry for freaking out on you earlier. I'm giving you a second chance cause Ik you love her. So you can come back
B- Thanks you dirt

I then calls (Y/N) but its went straight to the voicemails.

Your P.O.V
Once I got home I shut off my phone knowing I would be getting calls.
I ran to my room and sobbed into my pillow. "Why would Barney do this... I thought he loved me.... I guess he rather have money then me". I get up and walk to the washroom. I look down at the sink and see my razor. 'No' I thought to myself. 'I'm not going down that path... especially not because of him' I stepped closer to the door and took a quick glimpse back at it. I shook my head and continued out the door. I decided I would take a walk, to try and get my mind off of things. I put on my coat and walked out the door.

(Ok you can start the music now)

Walking for about 10 minutes now. A cold breeze hitting my face with every step. It was freezing outside, but I needed a way to get away from this reality I am currently stuck in. While walking down the road on the sidewalk I found myself drifting off into a daydream.

Flash Back
I saw me and Barney. We were sitting under an apple tree. We were snuggling together and having a great time. He then stood up and picked an apple from the tree. He sat back down and offered me the fruit. "Apple?" he asks. I smile and take it from him. He kisses my cheek and I blush a dark red, almost matching the colour of the apple itself. Barney looks at me. "You ares my apple... Sweets and a beautifuls red" I laugh a bit at his comment. The rest of the day we sat underneath the tree.
End of flash back

I know this wasn't some day dream, but a memory. I loved him so much. And I thought he felt the same. Beginning to snap out of my daze. I then saw water dripping down in front of me. I looked up and felt the rain hitting my face. 'Great it's cold and raining' I mumble.
I continue walking for a bit. I then pass by the park me and Barney always went to.

Flashback
One day me and Barney decided to act like kids again, and just take a break from all of that youtube stuff. So we went to the park. It was a nice, warm day and surprisingly no one was there. Which meant we could act as childish as we wanted. We played on the swings and the slides but Barney suddenly stopped moving. I looked at him a little worried, but then turned to see what he was looking at. I then burst out laughing. Seeing a plastic, purple dinosaur stuck into the ground. "Hows could you be laughings rights now. My own kind is being used as... as some joys ride" Barney yells. I fell on the ground still laughing. "I can't breathe" I struggle to spit out. "Okays fine thens dirt" I look up and see Barney has disappeared. I suddenly feel arms wrap around my waist. I have been lifted off of the ground. After walking for a bit with me over his shoulder. He finally laid me down on the grass and sat on my legs. "GET OFF..!!" I yell. "No not untils you say sorry" Barney says. I chuckle a bit then mumble the word sorry. "Thats more likes it"
End of flashback

Back into the real world. I find myself at a bridge. I look over the edge and sigh. 'I can't live without Barney... I won't' I then sat on the ledge and pulled out my phone. I texted out to the group chat saying. 'I will see you in a better place... I still love all you guys but I have to go' I put away my phone and look down once more. About to jump. But I suddenly here my name. "(Y/N) don't dos this" I turn around and see Barney. "How did you know I was here" I yell. Tears pouring from my eyes. "I follows you... because I was worrieds. So please comes off of thats ledge" Barney steps closer to me. I get off and run to Barney. Giving him the biggest hug, and sobbing into his shirt. "Barney I love you so much" I cry out
"and I loves you too... dirt"

A/N: this story was nice... and the music went surprisingly well with it in my opinion. But I will be uploading a A/N chapter tomorrow to fill you guys in on what will be going on shortly. I guess I will talk to you all later.