Twd - EnidxReader Fanfic (Discontinued)

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Sorry for not uploading in like a year! I'm going to try be more consistent with uploading the fan fiction and the parts are going to be considerably longer so I hope you look forward to it ^~^

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Oh what have I done...
I needed to tell him I'm sorry.
I can't though.
Because I'm not sorry.
So what if he likes me that doesn't give him a right to interfere with my life.
But the letter...
Carol knows if she knows who else does?
I hope Rick doesn't know.
If he even has a slight hint, I'm in massive shït.
I need to find Carl.
But what do I say when I do.
'Oh sorry for being a bïtch.'
Yeah, like anyone would ever accept that as an apology.
How am I supposed to know where he went.

Enid: "Got yourself in a situation?"
She is honestly coming from nowhere.

You: "Enid, sorry about Carl he and I are not together he thought you were asking for Ron."

Enid looked around quickly as if looking for an excuse but at the same time she looked pleased with the news she was just given.

Enid: "Umm, yeah yeah I was but erm, do you know where Carl is?"

You: "Wait. You... you were asking for Ron?"
I couldn't believe what I had just heard how could I be so stupid as to think she would have feelings for me?
How could I abandon Carl for something i was even sure about.
She doesn't even like girls.
She might but she doesn't.

Enid: "No, I mean yeah but do you know where Carl is I really need to talk to him!"

I couldn't handle the rejection (not that there was anything to base it off) I just wanted to run, run forever.
I wanted her to miss me.
I wanted to matter to someone...
For once.

I mattered to Carl...

I don't like Carl in that way...

Enid: "Hello? [Y/N], are you okay?"
I wiped away a tear and looked around me.

You: "Umm, sorry gotta go... I, I think I can hear Judith crying, yeah Judith, bye.. sorry."

I ran faster than I had ever ran in my life.
It was as though there was an invisible hoard of walking drawling after me.
I ran till I had used every last breath available, I didn't stop not even when I heard Carol calling my name.
I ran up to the entrance gate and barged against it sending a wave of clashing metal through it.
I pulled at the gate (not noticing it was locked) until I couldn't hold myself up anymore.
As I fell down to the concrete ground feeling like more of a failure than ever I felt a tall figure standing over me.

???: "I don't think a little girl like you could move a big gate like that."

I wiped some of the snot from my face then turned around to be face by a tall muscular man with ginger hair.

You: "Abraham, please, please could you help me get out?"

Abraham: "As much as I'd love to I really can't, I've gotta make sure nothing comes in and nothing get out. I really can't make exceptions for heartbreak. Sorry."

I looked back down at my hand and began to pick at my skin.
Abraham crouched down next to me and wrapped and arm around my back.

Abraham: "Look I really admire you girl, always have. Your brace for your age you've handled way more than I ever could and sometimes. Well I mean we all have our breaking point. I'm guessing this is yours..."

He went silent waiting for a response I just continued looking down before wrapping him in a big hug.
I hadn't ever really got to know Abraham but I was just so glad he was there.

Abraham: "If you ever need to talk about anything ill do the best I can. Even if you just want me to listen to what you have to say. I'm here."

You: "Thank you."

And in that moment I felt like nothing could go wrong...