Twd - EnidxReader Fanfic (Discontinued)

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We both looked at each other still standing close, neither of us did anything. I don't think either of us even knew what to do.

Carl brushed my hair behind my ear and smiled against my face. I just looked at his lips recalling what happened just a few seconds ago.

It was so silent.
It was so awkward.
It was so wrong but still so right.

You: "Carl..."

He looked at me only inches away from my face. His eyes connected with mine while I just continued to stare.

His thumb brushed against my bottom lip and I felt the blood spread across my face.

Carl: "Yes?"

I stumbled on my words not wanting to trigger any nerves.

You: "I... I *cough* I still love Enid..."

He smirked as if he had already predicted exactly what I was going to say.
He moved his thumb towards my cheek and rubbed it gently.

Carl: "Yeah, I know and I'll just spare you the explaining. *Cough* You don't want this to change anything and you still don't think of me any differently, we are still only friends"

He grabbed my hand and entwined our fingers together.

Carl: "And I won't tell Enid or anyone for that mater..."

I let myself smile with the little enthusiasm I had left.

You: "Thanks Carl... I'm... I'm glad you understand..."

He looked down at my lips and I began to feel very self-conscious. I wanted to let go and forget it ever happened but something made me stay.

Carl: "And I won't let anyone know how much you enjoyed it."

I gulped slightly knowing it was true.

I wasn't willing to admit it was true but Carl didn't need proof either way.

Carl: "I'll let you go... try to forget this ever happened..."

For some reason I felt that would be a hard thing to do.

He let go of my hand and moved back slightly. My hand lifted timidly wanting to grab him again but I resisted.

He gave me one last glance and turned his back then walked away.

While watching him leave I grabbed my own hand missing the warmth already.
It took me a while to realise how late it was but I still had no idea what on earth to do.

Maybe it would be best to go back home and get some much needed sleep.
Unfortunately, I knew I couldn't do that as I looked like a complete mess and I knew someone would question why I had blood spread across my face.

I didn't know what to do.
At all...

???: "I've been looking for you everywhere!!"