Twd - EnidxReader Fanfic (Discontinued)

Unfair

[A/N] - I'm back! HELLO! So a lot has happened since I left you all. I've had two teeth taken out, my top braces put on, I've had two injections in my poor arms and I've actually got goals for once! Basically, I'm going to be applying for a scholarship at this collage, yanno cause I'm poor af and I'll be doing this test in November and I'm sooo scared. I don't really know what else to say haha. I'll try to keep you updated on the whole situation but for now... WELCOME BACK BABY

I ducked under the covers as quick as I could then shielded my mouth to hide my stuttering cries.

Enid: "Which one is her bed?!"
Carl: "That one."

What on earth was going on?!

Before I ran the scenario in my head the warm covers were ripped from my vulnerable body.

Enid: "I swear to god!"

Her arm reached towards me and I hoped that somehow I could escape but we were the only ones in the room.

She grasped hold of the collar of my dress and pulled me towards her till our noses were practically touching.

Enid: "YOU LIED!"

Her harsh tone stung like and irritated nest of wasps and the warmth from her mouth pushed me to tears.

Enid: "I THOUGH I COULD TRUST YOU!"

I bit the inside of my mouth and dived further into my emotions with a knife.

Behind her was Carl.
He must have told her.

You: "Enid please..."

I could hardly make out to words I just spoke because of all the sobbing.

Carl: "Enid you don't have to..."
Enid: "Shut your face Carl! I'm still pissed at you for only just telling me."

I was stuck in a state of suffocation every time I tried to breathe in my throat would close up and make me choke on nothing.

Enid's grips got tighter and the back of my dress began digging into my neck.

Carl: "Enid, please put her down!"
Enid: "I'LL LET HER GO BUT YOU BETTER HAVE A BLOODY GOOD REASON FOR STOPPING ME!"

Enid let go abruptly and my back hit into the draws.
I was certain I was bleeding.

Carl: "It was my fault, I tried to explain but"
Enid: "But what!? Your precious little girlfriend couldn't handle being outed as a dumb whore!"
Carl: "DON'T YOU DARE CALL HER THAT!"

Carl lunged towards Enid but she pushed him away before he even got close.

Carl: "She didn't do anything wrong! I manipulated her, I made her think I loved her because I'm a jerk. If it wasn't for me none of this would have happened. She loves you Enid and trust me she would never want to hurt you!"

Enid's face fell a little forming a face of regret.
She looked down at me and I swear I saw tears forming in her eyes.

Carl: "[Y/N], I'm sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me but please."

His eyes made his way towards Enid and she reluctantly met his gaze.

Carl: "Please don't take it out on her."

Enid inhaled sharply.

The pain in the back of my head began to increase again. It could have been too bad because nobody had noticed but it felt as though I had been stabbed in the head multiple times.

Enid: "You better stay the hell away from her. I swear to god Carl if you even glance in her direction I wont hesitated to kill you."

I looked up and saw that Carl was genuinely scared. Even though my heart begged for me to have Enid back and never lose her again, I was petrified for the possibility that Carl would leave me with her. She didn't seem normal, it was like a whole other person. A person I didn't love.

Carl: "I'm going. If it means you will forgive her then I am gone."

Enid: "I don't see those stupid legs of yours moving Grimes..."

As she said this, Carl put his hands up in defense and slowly back away out of the room. I heard the front door open and close again but I had a feeling that he didn't leave at all.

Enid: "I've not forgiven you. Even if what Carl said was true, you still had a choice and you still betrayed me."

I swallowed the pit of lava growing in my throat and nodded timidly.

Enid stood on one foot then looked around a little. She seemed more nervous than I was. Eventually, she stood still and glanced down next to me. Dramatically, her eyes began to widen.

Enid: "Did... did I do that?!"

You: "Di... wait. Wh?"

She jumped down beside me and lifted my head up. It stung like all that was wrong with the world but I tired to disguise my pain as best as I could. I feel every sharp sensation as she moved my hair to get a better look at what must have been a cut. Of course she was still mad but I could tell this was serious as she held my hand tight as a form of comfort.

Enid: "Crap. I'm really a shitty person aren't I?"

I could tell she was blaming herself inside and I swore she was crying.

You: "It... it doesn't hurt. I'm fine... just please... we have bigger issues to talk about."

Even though I wanted to avoid the subject as much as possible, I knew it would be easier if I just got the whole thing out of the way. The more she held onto my hand, the more I remembered every single reason I fell in love with her.

It wasn't the way she looked nor was it how she acted.

What I loved most about her was how she cared. From what I've gathered she hasn't had anyone to really hold onto. Anything she has ever known left. She was let down, betrayed. I wanted to hurt every single person who upset her but then I realized I was one of them.

Enid: "I'm going to get a damp towel. Just stay here please."

A sense of hopelessness fell behind as she left. She couldn't forgive me for what I did. Well, neither could I. Sure she might have done that same or I might have just tried to pile dirt on my own grave. Either way, I was wrong. I wanted her back. Needed her back.

She didn't need me. She doesn't need people who let her down, who feed off her until they find their own buffet. It must be awful from where she stands, yet she is still here helping me. Overall, I regret all that I did.

But one thing's for sure, I wont regret what I'll do.