The unexpected

Chapter 12

"Continue Em. You know you have to do more than just that." I told Emily with a comforting smile after desciplining Ash. The look on Emily's face doesn't give me pleasure. She's surely pained. Her and Zac were like the obvious couples. The types we all knew wouldn't even break up but will only be seperated by the distance after high school. Saying that Zac might be cheating is a taboo to me (or was).

"I know he's friendly but he's spending more time with her than me these days. I would love to say I'm not jealous but I'd be lying." Em said. Her voice so low we had to be attentive to hear what she was saying. I really never took Zac for such-cheating- a guy. Zac and Emily might not rhyme but that's the point. They are perfect opposites. Well atleast to my and Ashley's eyes. So Em said the what and why. Now let's hear what she has to say about it.

"He told me he didn't want to hurt me and some nonsense. I thought he wanted to break up with me so we agreed on a break. Which never ends in most cases." A break?! Those things were defined in oxford as a nice way to break-up. Okay maybe it's not but that's what people turned it to. I am proud of her because she didn't cry. Crying over break-ups was just not good. For some reason I've always though it gives satisfaction to guys. Being cried over. They'd think they are the man like it was a beautiful thing. I probably thought like this because of the guy in my life, Nate. Very proud guy I tell you. If ego could kill he would have died seventy seven times now.

Emily tossed the box over to me. Ash also said no questions on the list of rules. If you have a question you ask after a full rotation and only one question.

So now it's my turn to spill my guts out. Like a crazy person I was smiling down looking at the box of tissues. The box has nothing fasinating on it, just a puppy and a toddler. Who does that? I get creepy like that sometimes. I'm human too you know.

"You know how people always say Nate and I are dating?" I started bitting my lower lip. This is something that still isn't that clear to me. I have no idea if I'm liking liking him or just liking him. Maybe the experts will advice me and open my eyes. "One more rule. Get to the point, don't make us curious. Damn thing is a murdurer." Ash added to her pile of rules. I have to say, this girl knows me. I love to explain so that everyone gets the point. Not missing a single datail.

"Lately bolts of electricity hit me when we touch. I feel jealous over him. His eyes mesmarises me. I find his hugs better than anyone else's." I told thee what. Realising that only the first line was what I planned to say. The rest just came. More were still there. Like how my inner self screams like a girly girl when he moves his hand over his hair. The attention I pay to every word he says to me.

How I feel warmth running down every part of my body when he kisses my temple. The sensation that comes to my heart to the sight of him. Did I mention the butterflies that I get when he teases me about dating me or kissing me or even complements me?

"Why? because...I think I may be liking my friend more than I need to." I said falling on my back lifting my legs while crossing them and covering my eyes with my hands. You have no idea how much effort it took for me to say that. I'm just happy someone knows now. Hiding is over. Well it was not hiding, I really am not sure about this strange feelings of mine. Maybe I'm close to my period.

"Gut feeling. I think he feels the same way I do but just won't say it. I see it in his eyes." I sighed finally. Nate was right, getting things off your chest kind of felt really good. I could get used to this. Only that it would take a lot of training which I'm not willing to attend. I tossed the box to Ash. My mind already knew mr Calton would be involved in all this. Our new found love tale.

"I miss my parents"

"They are part time parents. That makes them barely be home"

"I feel like moving in with one of you guys bacause you don't have cars and a big house nor lots of clothes, but you have love from your parents"