Putting Up Resistance

Chapter 11

'Please Lucas, come inside me. I miss you so much.' Alexis told Lucas who was at the moment teasing her clit with his fingers and sucking her breast. Apart of her knew this was another one of her dreams but she couldn't care less. She was feeling so good right now. Then she feel herself going out of control again. 'Ohhh... What's going on?'

'You’re about to climax baby, relax love.' Lucas muttered to her, his mouth stuff with her rosy nipples. He began to suck harder a while longer before stopping suddenly causing her to cry out in frustration. 'Sorry love, it would seem we can never get satisfaction in this place. I'll be with you soon.' Alexis heard Lucas say then he start to disappear.

'Please don't go! Wait, stay with me Lucas. I love you.' Alexis shouted desperately and blush scarlet when she realized what she said. She watched as he gave a small frown then looked at her strangely. 'I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. Okay, I do actually. I only love you here though, in my dreams. You treat me like you care and actually like me, here. But I still feel connected with you out there, in reality. I don't know why I feel safe when am near you and um...horny too.' She felt more confident here, because she knew it wasn't real. It was just her imagination after all, she can do whatever she wanted.

'Sometimes I hate you, for being a jerk, sometimes for the way you treat me and sometimes because of the way you make me feel. You always reject me though but here you don't and I love you for that.' she finishes her long speech with a kiss him on his lips. But he didn't kiss her back. She kissed him again but didn’t get any response from him. Crap, maybe she shouldn’t have told him she loved him. Her heart sank. This was not supposed to happen, he was supposed to do whatever she wanted here. This gorgeous guy was supposed to love her here.Alexis turn her face away from him eyes filling with tears. He was rejecting her here too. Not even in her dreams would he want her. 'Wake up Alexis' she chanted in her head hoping she would wake up from this horrible dream.

Jumping up in bed and she looked around her then lies back down. With tears still tears running down her face, she began to play back her dream in her head. She had created Lucas, made him star in her sudden sexual fantasies and even there he didn't want her. What was wrong with her? Never before had she created such an erotic fantasy or any fantasy for that matter. And she wasn’t even aware she had created them. It just happened and the odd thing is it seems so real. Sighing restlessly, she got up and saw that it was only after 1 a.m. Knowing that she wasn’t getting anymore sleep for the night, she picked up a book

'Even in your dreams or where the hell we go, you keep hurting our mate.' Lucas wolf spat him angrily. He didn't say anything because he knew his wolf was right and he was feeling like shit at the moment. He wish he could just forget everything and be with her. But every time he thought about claiming her, his mind reverted back to his brother. 'I know we lost our brother but that is no reason why we should be doing this. I really need to mate with Alexis. You know how hard it is for us. I know you feel how out of control we are.'

Lucas didn't know what to do. He was sitting in his usual spot in the tree and all he wanted to do was go back to Alexis but she was locking him out. He wanted to be with her but whenever he thought about that, he thought of his brother and the feeling that came along with those thoughts- anger and betrayal. He and Jared had been inseparable since they were children. He was just a year younger than him and their bond was unbreakable. He had never imagined his life without his brother, without his best friend. They had done everything together and even though Jared was younger than him he had included him in everything and he had loved him dearly.

Jared had found his mate, Carla, when he turned seventeen and he had always made time for Lucas. Even though it annoyed him greatly then when they couldn’t spend as much time together but he had understood and was happy for him. It was just a year later that problems had started with some rogues. A fight had broken out and Carla had gotten caught in the middle. No one knew she had left the safety of the main house and when all the fighting was over and everyone had begun to settle and tend to the injured, Jared had crumbled in pain at the floor. He had rushed to his baby brother scared to death that he was hurt.