Lost In His Eyes - Jakob Delgado

Chapter 13 - 2 Wrongs Don't Make A Right

CARA'S POV: 

He clenched his jaw and gritted his teeth as my eyes found his. Ethan soon realised and backed away, knowing what he was about to do was wrong. Jakob's eyes were now filled with hatred as he stood still, gazing intently into mine. Those same alluring, brown eyes evidentially hadn't just looked at me the way I thought we only ever exchanged glances. As the thought of Jakob and Grace replayed in my head over and over again, A tear was felt upon my cheek as I pulled Ethan in close, sobbing into his chest. 

"Cara", Jakob said as I heard his soft footsteps approaching me.

"Go away!" I snapped back as my sobs were now becoming louder. 

"Cara what's wrong?"

"Don't act like you care about me now Jakob, I should have known better than to fall for you", the sound of his voice alone was sending floods of tears down my cheek.  

"I have always cared about you and still do to this day, more than anything. Now tell me what's wrong?" 

This all sounding like lies to me at this point in time, anger building up more and more as well as the pain that had been triggered when I first caught sight of Jakob and Grace together. 

"I said Go away", my voice was now becoming harsh as he continued to lie to my face. 

"No."

"Yes."

"I am not leaving until you give me an answer."

"Why should I answer to a prick like you." 

I burrowed my head back into Ethan's chest as the room was quite for a split second. 

"Oh Ohh I see, Ethan you said something didn't you? So you could have her to yourself?"

"Don't you dare turn this on Ethan! At least his there for me when I need him." 

"Give me one example where I wasn't there to help you?" 

"Tonight Jakob. In stead of running off to make out with some random chick maybe you should think about who might be watching."

"What happened tonight? and what the hell are you talking about?" 

I decided to ignore his first question as I wasn't ready for another bunch of questions I am not up to answering. 

"Are you serious Jakob?! Just piss off"

"What the hell Cara? and for the record I should be the one pissed off here not you." 

Why should he be pissed off at me?! His the one that cheated. I know it may have seemed like I was going to but I was going to stop it before it was too late, I promise. 

"At least I don't go taking people up into rooms at parties to make out with them!" My anger was taking over as I clenched Ethan tighter. "please stay" I whispered into his ear before Jakob opened his mouth once again. 

"What are you talking about Cara?" 

"Don't act like you don't know Jakob, Im not an idiot! Everyone knows your tricks and I am not falling for them anymore." 

I felt bad for Ethan as he was just there standing silently as Jakob and I fought, his eyes expanding as we became louder as the argument went on. 

"Stop this Cara! What are you talking about?" 

"Jakob! I saw you ok?!" I gulped hard before continuing, tears still trickling down my cheeks. "I saw you and Grace." I then found my self burrowing my head into Ethan's chest once again, his hand wrapped around my waist, as he tried to comfort me. 

Ethan then placed a soft kiss on my forehead as he wiped my eyes before looking back up to Jakob, "I think you should go now." 

"I'm not going anywhere, not until I sort this out" 

"Jakob, Just give her some space. Maybe she's not up to talking right now ok?"

My sobs were now becoming louder as I tried to hide my face from Jakob, my breath heavy and my eyes stinging ever so slightly as the tears trickled down my face. 

JAKOBS POV: 

The images of Cara and Ethan so close to kissing were replaying in my mind as I stood still unsure of what was happening. 

"I told you I'm not going anywhere until I sort this out." 

The way Ethan was defending Cara made me question if what I had with Cara was even real to her as she continued to whisper and clutch Ethan tighter. My heart felt as if it had been set a light as the pain and anger was taking over me, my breathes becoming deeper and louder. 

"Fine stay but if thats the case I'm going with Ethan" 

Her voice now aggressive yet her words were muffled as they were getting lost in her loud sobs. 

"Why? Why Cara? What did I do to deserve to be completely shut out all of sudden?!" 

"Jakob! I saw you take Grace up stairs and shut the door ok, I'm not an idiot!I know what people do in those rooms." She was now yelling even louder as she pulled away from Ethan and stared at me aggressively. 

"You really think I cheated on you with Grace?! Is this what everything right now is about? Me helping Grace?" I actually can't believe she doubted me like that and how quick she was to move on. 

"Wait you did what?" 

"I was taking Grace to go lay down, she passed out for a bit. What was I supposed to do leave her there! she was completely off her face!" 

"Grace was drunk?!"

"Yes Cara, Lachie gave her alcohol..", my voice slightly faded as the thought of that guy made me sick. 

"Well she seemed to be walking up the stairs just fine." 

Doubting me once again, of course. 

"Couldn't you see she was stumbling! Even ask Chris, he was there" 

"Fine I will do just that." 

The fact that she continued to doubt me, made me feel as if my heart was now split in two. I opened my mouth, the words coming out so fast I couldn't quite comprehend what I was saying, but I did what my instincts told me to do.  

"Forget it. Have fun with Ethan!", I then stormed out of Cara's house as fast as I could, slamming the door behind me, I thought it was best to get out of there rather than do or say anything I would regret in the morning. 

CARA'S POV: 

As the door slammed, I let my body drop to the floor, the sobs starting up again. How could one stupid boy have such a big effect on me? The pain I was feeling right now symbolised how much I had fallen for Jakob, and how much I had let myself break down my walls for him which I had once built so high. I can't believe he actually walked away...

Jakob was gone. 

A/N: Hey Guys, So sorry this is so late and how this isn't the best chapter, although, I am away and I don't have much time to update so I am trying to do the best I can ! xo I really hope you all are enjoying the book so far and also so sorry for so much dialogue with in this chapter !! Remember to comment you thoughts as I love hearing from you all xo also Happy New Year to everyone, I hope it's the best year yet xoxox  

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