A/N I'M A BOY.
Sorry that I've been M.I.A for a bit, it's... it's been rough...
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Louis' tensed a bit as he heard Harry's beautiful voice. His breath is shaky as he looks up, Green meeting blue for the first time in weeks. Harry stays quiet as he takes in Louis' appearance. The small boy sitting next to him looks so broken. Guilt obvious on his face. Harry remembers exactly what happened and why he's in the hospital. He knows he should be angry at the boy sitting next to him.
Actually, who's he kidding. He is angry. Absolutely angry.
Louis hasn't said a word yet, he's scared he might say the wrong thing. He's just a little embarrassed that Harry had heard what he said earlier, making him wonder what else he's heard. He looks deeply into Harry's eyes and notices the boys green eyes turn dark with hate.
"Har-" He starts, but the younger boy cuts him off.
"Don't. Just stop, Louis." Harry says in a shaky voice, "I get it. You're sorry. You feel bad for what you did. What you said was beautiful, yes. But..." He shakes his head and takes a deep breath. "You've... You've caused me so much pain, Louis. So much damn pain. I love you, so much." He says truthfully.
"I love yo-"
"No. Let me finish." Harry says firmly, Louis nods and stays quiet.
"Louis, I can't keep doing this. You say you're sorry. You say you love me. But, it all just happens again. You hurt me. Over and over again. When will it stop? Each time is worse than the one before. What's going to happen next? Who knows, you might actually kill me. I can't do this any more, Louis. I really can't. This is hurting me... So much, emotionally and now physically." He says as tears brim his eyes. His heart aching with each word, but he knows that this is what's best.
"I'm sorry... I just..." He shakes his head and looks down, "We can't be boyfriends." He states firmly, "We can't be friends at all..." He whispers, tears now streaming down his face. Louis' feels as though his heart is shattering. He doesn't want to believe the words that are leaving Harry's mouth. But, he knows they're true. He's fucked up for the last time, he's ruined everything. It's all his fault and he knows that.
"I... I understand... I'm so sorry, Harry.. But, please... I lo-" Louis tries to say but is cut off once again.
"I think it's time for you to leave.." Harry says in a broken voice, not looking up at Louis. Louis nods even though he knows Harry won't see it. He hesitates for a few moments, just looking at Harry as tears stream down his own face as well, before he stands and slowly leaves the room without saying another word. He knows he should've fought harder to stay in Harry's life, but he also knows it's what's best...
Harry begins sobbing quietly as he hears the door shut, he didn't think Louis would have actually left. He was hoping the boy didn't leave. He wanted Louis to stay and fight to stay in his life. He would've kept him in his life if he had fought a bit more. But, he knows he's better off without Louis.
Little do they know, they're both terribly wrong...
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A/N Short, crappy chapter... But, I'm just... I'm sorry. I'm not in the best place right now... Sorry guys...
