Dear Naomi,
I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you and I regret the things I've done. I've lost the one girl I've ever loved and it was cause of the things I've done. Baby I feel so bad right now, cause I tore your world apart and left alone to raise the child I help create. These tears that run down my cheek are filled with guilt because I didn't see the birth of my first child and now I know that I won't be part of her life because I know what I got myself into has consequences. I always knew that you'll mean the absolute world to me. I know sorry's not enough because I'm such a screw up.. But for whatever its worth I wanted to say that you cross my mind every single day shawty...Damn girl just the thought of you made a nigga smile, and I know fasho our love was real, so I'm writing you this letter before anything happen to me so that you know how I truly feel. You didn't deserve to be hurt like that and have to raise our child your own without the help you should've had from the start. I made mistakes, not saying getting you pregnant was one. I just wanted to prove my pops I could do something he couldn't which was handle my business but I failed you Naomi. I should've been on my grind and just came home but instead I had you worried. Maan I ain't gon' lie to you, really had me feeling you lil shawty. I came home bragging to my mama about you. I really knew it was real once I hit up high school. It was time for me to settle down with a girl like you. Maan youu had a nigga back at school. I can't even lie, you was a hood shawty but a classy shawty that was on her grind. Naomi, I just wanted you to be happy. Your parents didn't like me. They hated me with their guts. I was nothing trouble after turning to the streets. All I want you to do is remember this one thing... don't ever let them haters tell you that you ain't sh*t. Baby girl they just mad cause I got you and not them. I know this letter gon' sound crappy but a nigga ain't good at writing so how about I just get straight to point. You MY girl even if you don't have me physically with you, I'm still with you emotionally. So I'm sooo SORRY for everything I've done to ruin your live. I guess all I have to say is that I love you and I'm so sooo sorry baby girl. So was my lil Ja'Quan a girl or boy? Nevermind! I think I already know shawty. Damn girl still running through my mind. Oh yeah, my lil Ja'Quan too.
Yo boooa,
Ja'Quan
P.S. keep connection with my fam. They some good people real talk especially my lil sis JayyCee. A'ight shawty hold it doown me and my baby.
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The Rider Girl
Teen FictionThe crew is back! You'll have to read to find out. PS if you haven't read "Thuggin' Get Real" go ahead and read it! But DO NOT READ "The Rider Girl" if you have not read "Thuggin' Get Real" There's some profanity involved in this story but I will tr...
