Is This Destiny? 2

Is This Destiny? 2- Part 34

As soon as I got back to the house, I ran up the stairs and walked into my room. I slammed the door shut and fell to my knees. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. I don't even know what to feel right now. I feel like a pile of shit. I'm the reason why Jake died, I don't know what to do with my life right now and lastly I fell in love with a heartless monster but the bad thing is, I still love him. It's a shame he never felt the same with me because for a moment, I actually thought there was something between us. I heard the house door open and footsteps that lead to the kitchen. It was Ethan. Getting my suitcase under the bed, I started packing all my clothes and things. I stared at the camera Jake gave me and remembered all those pictures Ethan and I had taken together. That 'sunset for two' was fake. It never meant anything to Ethan whilst it meant the whole world to me. Sighing, I placed the camera in my bag before dragging my suitcase on the floor. I walked over to my room door and left, pulling my suitcase down the stairs. I knew Ethan was in the kitchen so I slowly tip-toed to the kitchen. He was sat down on a chair with a glass of beer in his hand. His head was burried against the table with his hand over it. 'Ethan?' I mumbled. He didn't reply though, he remained in his fixed position. 'I just want to say..' I paused, 'Thank you for everything. I've had one of the best experiences of my life and it's all because of you.' I slowly walked closer to him and knelt down on my knees. 'I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you and Jake. I hope one day you'll forgive me.' A tear rolled down my cheek. I placed my hand on his leg and whispered in his ear, 'I love you. Take good care of yourself.' I kissed him on the cheek before slowly getting up and wiping the tear on my cheeks. I got my suitcase and my bag then walked out the house. I dragged my suitcase against the pebbles and headed towards the park Ethan and I were in earlier. It was a good thing it was still day and so it wasn't dark just yet. When I got to the park, I sat down on a nearby bench and sighed. I could feel my cheeks burning as continuous tears rolled down. I feel so depressed, everyone is against me. I thought I felt love for the second time but it was all fake. I wiped my eyes before seeing someone offer tissue paper to me...