I watch as the ambulance takes Jacob away, tears stream down my face. Justin hugs me and I continue to cry
"Why is my life like this..." I say and stand up and walk into the room. I see a note on the floor, it must have fallen off my bed. I pick it up and read it, it's from Jacob. The note says "Dear Hazel, if you're wondering why I did this, I couldn't stand to be away from Derek. I love you and I hope you and Justin are happy together" I cover my mouth and put the note in my pocket. I walk outside and look up at the sky
"I remember when we where kids and you kissed my cheek for the first time and said that you'll be with me forever.." I say and smile a little
"I still have every drawing you ever gave to me.." I say
"I still have all the pictures of us on my phone.." I say and more tears drop down my face
"Why did you have to leave.. Derek was one guy... There's thousands more... Why did you leave me?..." I say and look down I turn around and Justin is sitting on his bed, he looks at me and pats the bed. I sit next to him and he puts his arm around me and I lean on him.
"You going to be okay?" Justin asks and I nod
"Okay" he says and kisses my head. I sit on Jacobs bed and Justin sits next to me. I lay down with my head on his lap and he leans back, we close our eyes and take a nap
