I see the picture of Alex and Johnnie... I throw my phone, I bring my legs up to my chest. My eyes start to water
"I thought you loved me.... But I guess not... I'm just alone, again... Oli left me, Johnnie doesn't like me, now I'm alone with my 3 kids." I say to myself, I stand up and go into the bathroom. I close the door and sit down, I grab a razor and drag it across my wrist for everything bad that has happened. I hear someone knock on my door
"Mommy, can we play a game?" Nick asks through the door
"Umm yeah sweetie, I'll meet you downstairs" I say
"Okay!" He says and I hear him run downstairs, I hear the door close downstairs and someone walking upstairs. They open the door for me to see Johnnie
"Hazel?!" He says looking at me, I set the razor down and walk past him and put on a sweatshirt
"What do you want." I say
"Why where you doing that?!" He asks
"Why do care?!" I say as I start to think of the picture again
"Because I care about you" he says
"Are you sure?! Cuz I saw the picture of you and Alex!" I say loudly, he looks away
"Everyone I loved is gone, Oli left me, you like Alex.... My brothers don't understand, I'm alone with my 3 kids" I say and he glances up at me
"I'm sorry..." He says and I walk downstairs, he follows me.
"Hazel come on!" He says and I turn around
"It hurts that you lied. You said you loved me. Then you kiss Alex?!" I yell and Nick jumps and looks over at us
"I said I'm sorry!" He says getting loud, I put my hands on my face
"Stop fighting!" Nick yells and we look at him
"Don't fight." He says and he walks over and hugs my leg and looks up at Johnnie
"Mommy, he said he's sorry... Forgive him" he says
"Fine, I forgive you..." I say quietly, Johnnie hugs me. I keep thinking about the picture, Johnnie leaves and I play with Nick
